*//?retro mama meng~~~~

2009-07-28T05:26:00.000-07:00

20 more days to PRELIMS

been slacking a lot these few days. have to put an end to such atrocious behaviour!
i need motivation!

Have to heard of the band Chicago? their famous songs are 'hard to say im sorry' and 'you're the inspiration' .. i have been listening to their songs these few week and am extremely addicted to their songs! one of which is 'look away'....

this song is about a guy whose girl actually broke up with him for another guy.. although he claimed that he's happy for the girl, deep down inside he's totally shattered by this sudden news. because he loved the girl so much, he actually gave up on her as long as she promise to be happy. in addition, he even assured the girl that he will be fine. even if she happened to see the shattered side of him, pretend that she has not seen it. just look away...

its a pretty touching song. and yes its totally emotional....

2009-07-21T05:34:00.000-07:00

LESS THAN 30 DAYS TO PRELIMS.

everyone, including those who are reading this post right now, should be able to feel the sense of urgency in me right now. in fact, i believe that im not alone. in fact, im sure all the JC2s are feeling the stress already!
for me, i planned to finish my 1st round of revision by the end of this month. its kinda impossible but have to try wat right!
just ytd, i spent the night chionging studying at serangoon mac with Fuyang and Pearl. i cant help but to admit that i was the most hardworking of all cuz both of them were busying chatting and joking with each other.. or were they doing more? HAHA! >.<
chiong till 4 am before i fell asleep amongst my notes. woke up to the aroma of food. little did i realised that both of them were eating breakfast tgt! aisay! god knows what they were doing when i was sleeping.HAHA!

so what should we anticipate from the teachers with less than 30 days left? well, these two weeks were intensive revision on JC1 topics. but somehow i didnt attend most of those extra night lessons cuz i really though i can do it better alone! or am i wrong?

I'm pretty focused in my studies these few days, even though i did sidetrack occasionally. well i didnt do it intentionally cuz its hard not to think about it ya?

tell me your blog links!

2009-07-13T08:57:00.000-07:00

Seems my links are super outdated. if u have changed your bloggie webbie please drop me a note! i would be more than happy to update your link! >.<

anyway, Mrs C. Tan reminded us the fact that there's only 35 days left to prelims. Am i stressed? No. Am i kan jiong? No. Am i prepared? No.
even so, i shall not use the same studying methods that i have been using for the common test and mid years. Do the same thing and you will produce the same results! try a different approach and perharps your results would change...for the better or for the worse? Lol!

things to do
1)be super hardworking
2)be consistent
3)ask questions when in doubt
4)be willing to study instead of going yellojello on weekends >.<

Im about to sleep now and wake up at 430am to finish my chem prelim paper. kind souls out there, if you are kind enough please give me a ring!! >.<

MENG SAYS GOOD NIGHT~

i am still hardly over you.

My Thoughts

2009-07-11T09:25:00.000-07:00

It has been a long while since i blogged... The reason why i stopped blogging was that being lazy by nature, i don't have the urge to maintain my blog. besides, if i spend too much time on my blog, high opportunity costs would be incurred. i would have less time to study! as if.

Recently, I've so much in my mind that i really need someone i can talk to, someone who can listen to my problems. I'm not saying that there's no one at all for me to seek in. I just feel that at this point of time, the time when all my friends are stressing over the upcoming prelims, i should not further burden them with my problems. this is the reason why i decided to pay more attention to my blog.

Last year, i was walking past this horoscope reader where they actually predict what Year 2009 would be like for each of the horoscope.. I do not usually believe in horoscopes but i read mine anyway. All in all, it was trying to tell me that year 2009 isn't gonna be very smooth-sailing but there will be a guardian angel watching over me...
Who is my guardian angel? i wondered...

In early Feb this year, i got to know this guy whom i really enjoy talling to and hanging out with. It was really fun knowing him. It was a very happy occasion for me as it's really hard to find someone that i can talk to and comfortably confine in. soon, things turned out well and we started dating.

As what people say, the first few months of a relationship is aka the honeymoon period..true enough, the first few months was pretty smooth sailing even thou there were occasional arguments as i don't really know how to handle relationship well enough. i really thought that we were progressing really good as i increasingly believe that he's the guardian angel that i was looking for. i was really happy.

however, things started to go out of hand. He don't message or call me as much, and even if he does, it would be cold and unfriendly. i began to sense that something is really wrong. initially, i tried to persuade him to tell me the truth about his suddenly change in behaviour towards me. he claimed that he was just tired at work and that explained his weird behaviour. obviously i didn't trust what he said but i decided to trust whatever he told me for the time being.

i really thought by giving him more time, our relationship would be better but somehow, it just worsened. what could have happened? did i do something that made him angry again? i was damn worried for a week or so. couldnt eat, couldnt sleep, couldnt concentrate in lectures. my close friends urge me not to contact him at all as he's really a waste of time but i refuse to listen to what they say. i told them that he must have a reason for behaving like this.

Few days later, i decided that i would confront him. i asked him if he still likes me and would still want to be with me. his answer was yes. at that point of time, i was relieved and happy that he still feel the same way as he did in the past. i wasn't so worried.

however, he sent me a message few days later, saying that we cant go on anymore. i was seriously heartbroken. i asked him if there's someone that's causing our breakup but he said there's no one at all. its just his personal decision. i asked if we could still meet for the last time as i had decided to sew him this cross stitch for his birthday and he agreed to meet me once more. one day before our meet up, i was sewing till late night. then, i received a msg from him saying that he had lied to me. there is indeed someone that he's fond of and that's why he wants a breakup. i was even more heartbroken when i say that msg. i wasnt sad that he liked someone else. i was sad that he lied to me about this. that night, i was so pissed off that i threw my half sew cross stitch away. i didnt cry at all but my heart was truly shattered...

i decided to meet him as planned. when we met, i realised that he did not look into my eyes when he spoke to me prolly because he felt sorry towards me. it dont really matter now anyway. i wished him happy birthday and passed him a bagful of things that he gave me during the course of our relationship. for me, keeping the past would only increase my sadness.

we spoke for a while before we part. it was the afternoon of 2nd of July...

that was the last time i saw him....

after that day, i promised to get over him as soon as i could as i still have to worry for my studies. i might have told my friends that im over him but the truth of the matter is that im not the least over him at all. few days ago, he got together with that girl. i thought that this will make me forget him even faster. it didnt. in fact, i felt even more miserable.

i guess i have been hiding my feelings pretty well in front of my peers. i didnt mean to do it but i really hate looking depressed in front of my friends. i really hope one day, i would be really as happy as i appear to be. but the problem now is, when?

I've never liked a person so much before. the biggest failure in our relationship is prolly me. if i was able to translate my feelings into actions and words, things would prolly be different now..

but, there's no point lamenting as i've already decided to move on... it's gonna be tough but im gonna try no matter what. one thing im sure is that i might not recover so soon...

2008-10-25T03:49:00.000-07:00

results are out like 2 days ago...

oh my it was really an emotional scene in school. it was eerily quiet within the school compound and there is this i-dont-know-how-to-describe aura in the school. everyone is depressed over their results. even thought who were promoted were emotional and sad because some of their beloved classmates they've been with are not gonna make it.

i think its kind of weird to see the school so damn quiet. a typical day at SRJC is one where u see everyone happy, laughing their hearts off and playing around, chilling. its really one of those days where this place is totally dead man. hiaz.

im kinda sad cuz like wat i said, some of my really good friends would not be able to make it. its a pity as we had such good moments together this one year. i cant imagine next year. would we able to still be as close as always or will we drift?

its easy to start a friendship and also easy to cease one. yeh it requires a lot to maintain this friendhip of mine. but i hope it will last ok...

anyway, i visited my niece today!
she's 2 months old already! *CLAPS*

took mountains of pictures of her check it out:D

these are just some of them./.. the rest are too precious to be uploaded hahaha.

and.. my sis was like so fed up with my bushy eye brows tat she forced me to allow her to pluck those hair!! ...

half done....

done!

sun tanning in balcony

2008-07-12T04:41:00.000-07:00

ayyyy i miss chung cheng! i miss romancing by the lake and hanging out at our very small and cosy popular store with the auntie during recess! and lastly and most importantly, i misss my friends!
1) naomi

2) huisi aka candy

3)yuqing aka ghost

4) eliz aka bird

I MISS U ALL!!!!!!!!!

2008-06-21T06:29:00.000-07:00

If u ask me if i've done enough studying to do well for exams, im gonna say 'no'.
I've been wasting time on unnecessary stuff again. take example yesterday. i called lots of friends to come study with me but non were free. in the end, i decided to go out with my friend and his friends to clark quay to chill. ayy clark quay is sucha cool place. i wish i can stay around that area. tat place is really cluttered with caucasians everywhere! and some are really hot stuff neh! me and friend and friend's friends hanged out at the bridge cuz doubleO was having some private party and we cant enter.
i was feeling kinda emo over certain stuff and one of them is obviously my inability to beat procrastination. sometimes i really feel like giving up on my studies. i used to have that moltivation to study but it has all diminished and reduced to nothingnes due to some simple reasons. the encouragement from my family tat is. no one seem to want me to excel esp ever since i enter srjc. they assume tat it's lousy and i will definately fail very badly in tat college. i beg to differ. no matter which college a student is, it all depends on him or her self to choose whether to succeed or fail. yes there might be obstacles obstructing along this journey but it can be easily battled off i beleive. it really test the mentality of oneself. for me, ive got weak mentality. i dun wanna blame on them but sometimes they reallly do /say things that break my heart and they didnt even know bout it. it really sucks.
i need some love from them. sounds cheezy but im really very sorrowful now. u may not see it cuz it's all inside me.
back to the bridge. his friends were cool. one was a canadian black guy, the other was from srilanka just like my friend. another hot chick was a muslim. all cool pple. they bought black and white (whiskey) and coke for flavour. i bought 2 barcardis. they are like my favourites hehe. i drank a little too much of tat black and white and 1 hour later, i found myself flying and wandering off to who-knows-where. i vomitted and coughed and got really sicked. he kept apologising to me about today and i told him tat it wasnt his fault. he didnt know about my little problems cuz i kept from him. he took great care of me. thanks for tat hankie which contain essence of my sweat and vomits and dunno what else sia. thanks boy!
felt way better and he sent me home. oh ya the rest of his friends went MOS. i ate cup noodles and he continued drinking beer. he got really dizzy and stuff like tat and i was afraid at the beginning. lots of stuff but to cut short, he went home via taxi at midnight i guess.
i went home and zzzz.......

shopping for me today! didnt have the mood to study and hence i went shopping! well dun really like shopping but decided to shop anyway. i shall say i spent quite a bit luh. come come let me show what ive bought.

crocs

$10bucks auntie wallet

another view of auntie

white tank top g2000

white tank top

2 pants g2000

all of me stuff

ciaozz..

2008-06-12T17:18:00.000-07:00

Im finally meeting my sister today!
due to her examinations which ended a few days back, i didnt had the chance to see her at all. in addition, my hectic schedule made it the more impossible for us to meet up. but it doesnt matter anymore! it's the holidays and i'm kinda slack though i tried to study at times.
sis was kinda disappointed with her performance during exams. she complained that pregnancy cause one to be more absent-minded than usual and this apparently affected herself from doing well for exams. well i guess the examination date was set all at the wrong time for her! hope she can get a few sympathy marks for that! hehe.

a few distictive events this holidays, one of which is Camp ASPIRE.
it's a leadership camp, a platform for students to be efficient leaders having the skills to TakeInitiative, InspireConfidence, ModelExcellence, EnableTeamwork & EncourageOthers. i've learnt to speak up a little more cuz personally i feel that i do not have the courage to speak up enough in group discussions because i fear rejection i guess. little did i realise it wasnt so bad afterall. just a bit paisay luh. haha!
i've met many cool pple too. the pple in my team got SEH ok! we're the most enthusiatic, full of synergy, energetic, lovable group u ever noe!im beginning to doubt the capability of the student leaders cuz we didnt get the title of 'Best Group'. haha joking!

anyway, this is MY group! GROUP TEN GOGOGO! superhumans!

the PU chalet dog. his name is baby.

SENTOSA OUTING!

me, li an, soonhock, ck, guan hua, eterna, max , jerome, hongkiat went sentosa. weather was a bit wet but it was fun playing in rain. hahaha.

me and li an

hongkiat :D

guan hua

ck, soonhock, me , li an

li and soonhock

SR WHOOSH!

2008-03-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

yesterday was the end of our orientation with all the water games, SR amazing race and of course the PL performances. seriously everything was boring cuz all the games were repetitions of the PAE orientation and hence people like me who were in SRJC for 1st three months were sian of the games.

the PL performance was a new thing for me though. i was chosen as one of the PLs cuz i sabotaged one of my classmates to be the PLs and that classmate sabo me back! so we both kena the PL thingy! btw.

PL = performing leader. we, together with other classes' PLs were supposed to put up a perfroance on the last day of orientation. the theme was UNLEASH.

we were only given 8 mins to perform. though our group came in 1st for performance, we were damn unhappy with the stage crew. this is cuz they kinda close the stage curtains before we finish the performance and the best part of our performance was at the back!

the mascots of our group were me and Amanda and we were supposed to get on stage at the very last part.we were dressed so ridiculously and were so excited to show the world how ridiculous we looked.unfortunately, we didnt have the chance. damn sad can.

anyway, there's no point emo-ing this whole performance right! let me show u the cool cool pics we took during the whole thingy

one of the funny lookign guy, Chester (i think this is his name >.<)

Amanda and Chester!

me and the ACTION girl!

US and Rohid(?)

AMANDA

ORION MASCOTS! Two ponytails girls!

Amanda and Sheryl the super cool cetus PL!

US.

me and dunno who.

me and muscleman

me and joel!

2008-03-03T05:39:00.000-08:00

i've been feeling rather emotional over things these few days. either because the things im emo-ing about is really something tat is supposed to be emo about or i've grown more emotional. hope it's not the latter cuz it suck to be very emotional.

i'm not feeling too good inside me. i dun like the feeling of being sandwiched between two people, having an arguement over certain issue. and me being the middle person is supposed to take sides with either of them. i hate it. it suck totally.

that's why im so cooped up in my room lately not becuz im studying(dun hav the mood) but cuz im drowning myself with music. good music. music that i love and i mean Queen. their songs make me happier and i like watching Freddie performing on stage. its so cool. how i wish he can come back to earth and be with us again.

just now i saw the youtube video-Queen + Paul Rodgers performing Bohemian Rhapsody. i expected Paul to perform the whole song but he didn't. can he even do it?

when they started performing, i heard a very familiar voice,sounding like freddie, then i realise it was really him! for a moment i thought he rised from the dead or sth. in the end, it was only a video of his previous performance.

i felt emotional. i miss freddie.i really hope he can come back or otherwise, i go back into the past to meet him, watch his live performance. damn it will be so great.

when Paul finally sang in the 2nd half, i suddenly realise the greatness of Freddie. Paul is really incomparable to Freddie. now i noe why Freedie is so stucked up in my mind all the time.

RIP ,Freddie.

2008-02-29T21:04:00.000-08:00

I guess i've already settled down. no more 'mass migration' from college to college around singapore like wat SRJC principal said. many may view SRJC as a not very good college to continue education but i beg to differ. i do not deny tat i once thought tat sr was very lousy and i cant wait to get out of this college. but my perception had changed. for the past 3 months in SR, i realise the students, the teachers and even the stall vendors are all very friendly and cool. the teachers seemed very experienced and are very keen to help us when students face difficulty. this is what i seek in a junior college-caring teachers. i guess this is wat made me stayed at SR.
every morening i will have my breakfast at school. i befriended the wan ton mee uncle and auntie cuz everyday without fail, i will eat their wan ton mee! cant imagine how much i will miss them if i were to leave SR. lol.

next monday, we will be allocated to our CG already. our permanent class. i kena 1S01 which is the 4H2 class. i hope i've made the right decision.during the 1st 3 months when i was taking H1 econs still, my econs teacher encouraged us to take up H2 econs. so i thought why not, since H1 and H2 has the same rigour.

anyway, here are some random pics of pple from SRJC. hehe

me and jack

me and satish

daniel and kleff

me and jeremy!

deborah!

me and karthiga!

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me and thamila

cute deborah!

1S06

DRACO ALL THE WAY!

2008-01-16T06:15:00.000-08:00

well, lessons officially begun on Monday and i think I've lost quite a bit around my waist. why am i sure of that? this is because for all my tutorials, the classes allocated to my class is always on the topmost floor or at least the 2ND last floor.

the girls will heave and push and motivate each other to hang on till the end by pushing themselves up the steps using the railings as support. 3 more steps! 2 more! one more! yes we reached! it's really like an upheaval to do so. hahaha.

Economics is a brand new subject to me. hence, i started to presume tat i've just taken a path nearing death. such a silly thought sia. however during the lecture, i started to believe tat my taste in choosing the right subject combination was remarkably great! wohoo. now im in love with econs, now im one enthu econs kia. haha

math lecture was a total disaster i can assure. mr kwek, formerly from CCHMS as well was the lecturer. maybe he was too attractive and had captivated me so much tat i was admiring him rather than listening to his lecture, which will only happen when pigs fly.hehe.

funny. i kept turning behind to talk to kleff and friends but my real motive was sth else cuz someone was behind. hahah.

oh gosh i need to control my emotions more. im behaving like a mad woman and tat's not a good thing.

yes. self control. tat's what i needa learn, especially after doin sth SOOO DARING. argh i cannot believe i did tat but yes i did. I've done it!
sense the ambiguity? neh mind . MYOB

2008-01-12T08:05:00.000-08:00

There's a girl in my mirror crying tonight, and there's nothing I can say to make her feel all right.

it started sweet. everthing else seems right. little did i realise it was a one way traffic. how can it be? i thought women' intuition were very accurate? how could i get the wrong signal?

sometimes i think u are just lying to yourself, not being truthful to yourself cuz ur a coward. ur afraid problems might arise if u speak your mind and bad consequences may results.

there is always one person crying and wishing to get back together, while the other doesn't even remember the things they've been through. I hate that I have to be the one who remembers every little detail while you can't seem to remember me at all.

to me, it doesnt matter what's the reason right now. im very hurt.

I’m going to smile and make you think I’m happy, I’m going to laugh, so you don’t see me cry, I’m going to let you go in style, and even if it kills me - I’m going to smile.

Sadness has overcome us all. Either caused by a relative or close friend's death or from the guys who broke our heart. We all handle situations differently, some good, some bad. But what makes us who we are is not defined by our times of happiness, but by our times of sadness.

i hope there will not be a third time.

2008-01-01T04:31:00.000-08:00

sigh. my job assignment has ended after a period of 3 weeks or so.

i admit that working is kinda tough. if i were to choose either to be at workplace or school, surely i will pick the latter.

work is actually kinda borin in a way tat you just keep doin the same thing all over and over again until it becomes like a mundane chore like brushing teeth,showering and stuff like tat. and when u do things over and over again, it means BORING. no life at all!

imangine you are doing 10 mathematics questions. on the first attempt you will have difficulty in doin some of the problems cuz you may have never attempted such a question before. after trying out the questions, u do corrections and make sure u learn from the mistakes.

on the second attempt of the 10 questions, u realise u do it with more ease-a piece of cake! and hwne u are done, the next day u redo the 10 questions. and the day after tomorrow, u redo again!

this is like my job! doin the same old thing over and over again. so boring. no wonder adults say working is boring and studying is better.

im gonna miss isetan. the people over there are so cool.a cool place filled with cool people. how nice. hahah

damn. gonna miss putting this badge :(

school tml! gonna have an early night!

2007-12-31T03:38:00.000-08:00

phew! we have all endured yet another year! funny as it seems, a while ago we were still sticking our faces into alll the god-damned textbooks and suddenly, momentarily,out of the blue, we are set free!

not totally freedom for us though cuz school is starting in 2 days' time for those who are goin into JC for the few weeks.

well i suppose it's not really a bad thing as it will be a brand new experience and we will meet new people, different people. hehehe. or maybe we alll can meet the love of our life in our respective JCs! hehe.

just wanna do a reflection of the year 2007.

i don't like to regret the things that i do neither do i like to think of the past cuz it's very xin1 ku3 to think of past memories. so why not be more optimistic or rather, practice the principle of governance-forward-looking yeh?

i regretted taking the teachers for granted. i always thought that they are just so damn naggy and irritating and i cannot wait to get these nuisence off me! thinking back, i felt foolish. i suddenly realise how much the teachers have sacrified for us.
seriously, i miss mdm toh lay hoon a lot. maths has always been one of my weakest subjects. i rmb when o levels was nearing, i already had this mindset to give up emaths and focus on the other subjects so as not to waste time. however, under the encouragement of mdm toh as well as her private tutoring, i managed to get the hold of emaths. currently i hope i can get an A2 so as not to disappoint her. PLS CAMBRIDGE!BE MY SAVIOUR!

i met a wonderful guy named Roy. he's from the UK. never mind about how i know him but he's really so cute and cool and em SEXY. hahaha. he's coming over in early feb and i hope he will like singapore cuz i will be his mini tour guide! hahaa. cant wait to see him sia! cuz i love angmoh kia.

seemed to have known a great deal of people after o olevels- clubbing, orientations and at work. though i have known many people, the best friend tat i was searching since years ago was still at large. i longed for a very nice and good friend whom i can trust once more. i guess i got to wait for many more years to find THE one.

new year resolutions?
firstly i must start doing lots of reading for general knowledge. at the same time this can improve my english.
secondly i wan to work hard to achieve my AIM (shh cannot tell u wat is it!).
thirdly i wanna be a good tour guide!
haha many more put will be pointless to note it down if all cannot be achieved at all.

i'll end here.happy new year pple! enjoy the countdown!

2007-11-24T02:06:00.000-08:00

sigh. i think i need 1 more week to recover from my flu! thought mucus will stop flowing out of my nose by today but no! it's still continuing and has worsen i guess.

sian. i've decided not to go outdoors today but to stay at home and rest. guess it wasnt a good idea but for the sake of a speedy recovery, i will!

been reading storybooks since morning. it's about Chinese traditions and how women was discriminated long long time ago. it's a bit sick as the writer described the process of foot bounding(or binding?) by bending all the toes under the sole and wrapping them with cloth and then breaking the joints of the toes. yucks. and the pain is super super unbearable, to the point of causing the victim to pass out several times during the process. i think they finish it off by wrapping with more cloth or something and the women must not remove the cloth except at night where they can only loosen the cloth only.

women with bound feet walk with a limp and the book describe this as erotic to men as it excites them when they see a woman taking small steps and almost tottering over. zzz.( heng i wasnt born i the past ahha)
book also talks about women not being able to talk back to the husband, not having affairs or else heavy punishments and so on.roar, sad sia.

but im glad modern women are so much better. i think in years to come women will definately overtake the guys and liberate them! guys will stay at home to look after the babies while the wifes go to work and be the headof the family. hehe. so nice sia.

oh ya runny nose is aka as rhinorrhea! i typed runny nose @ wiki and this rhinorrhea came up. sounds like diarrhoea and gonorrhea(correct spelling?).
i hope i will recover soon, the best by monday cuz it's gonna be the 1st day of work! and i wish tat i will never ever get sick again in this life! i noe i am siao. wahahha.

oh ya pics. sentosa outing.

zai sia! two COOL gals. check out sook la! she so cute! no wonder she's one of the contestants in the class video. hehe

see la. my face is 2 times the size of JJ's

HKPK = hanky panky

AC

emo kid

oh no lionel's gonna strangle me again la. sorry ah lion, i tanished your image again. hehehe

a shuai-er picture.

hiaz. the rest of the pic is with the TOSHI la. he nv send me the rest. roar!

2007-11-23T04:16:00.000-08:00

what's in store for me after o levels?
firstly, imma play damn hard in order to make up for all the pain i've gone thru during the o levels.
some of the activities i could do:
-go sentosa
-go kbox
-movie marathon
-tonning at macdonalds on fridays and saturdays
-go arcade play shooting
-go bowling and get a score of 200
-go club to find hot guys
-go ECP roller blade and cycle
-lie on breakwater for the whole day
-pick up martial arts
-pick up cha cha
-read 3 storybooks by the end of this year!

and the list goes on and on and on...

BUT NOW

i have restrictions yet again! not because my mama force me to study at home or gave me a curfew or sth like tat. it's just tat, i got myself a job! i was of course glad tat i finally found a job to kill time. but i realise it will take up a lot of my time! work on weekdays and rest on weekends. i have so little time to accomplish everything on the list above! sigh.

ay. i only have myself to blame.. im like always makin decisions tat i regret! roar.
i guess all i can do now is just to do the job properly and leave a good impression on isetan. hahaha.

well we must always look on the bright side of life. even though my 4.7bucks per hour office gril job isit very fabulous, im sure i will learn something by the time i leave this job at the end of the year. suo3 wei4 san1 ren2 xin2, bi4 you3 wo3 shi1 yan1 right.

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i was weighing myself on the weighing scale the other day and i realised i had gain weight! so i was like oh nooo! must lose weigh must lose weigh! or else my face will puff up even more! and so, i was determined to lose weight by goin to the gym every other day.
however, i caught a flu few days ago and my plan was hindered again! zzz so sickening ok. so i guess i have to recover 1st b4 i do anything else.

been moody these few days cuz of the flu.

nothing cheers one up when one is sick i guess!

*sniff sniff*

wahahah the cool me

2007-11-18T18:14:00.000-08:00

forget about part 2 and part 3 la. i think i need 5 years to finish write about all these!

anyway, TPrawks(event@temasekpoly) was really very fun and i am glad to make lots of new and weird friends.

and also, congrats to my sister and jiefu who officially became man and wife on the 16th of nov at One rochester. hope they have and blissful marriage and tat they will enjoy their honeymoon at japan :)

argh no jiefu pictures!

2007-11-17T18:32:00.000-08:00

life after o levels is indeed very very different! it's like tian1 yuan2 zhi1 bei2 can! like suddenly you wouldnt need to go to school everyday and attend boring lessons anymore, or burn midnight oil to study for exams!
woo.. feels like a bird being let out of its cage right!

but of course, other than feeling shiok and happy, there is some sad feelings that remain within us. dun tell me u dun miss singing the school song, dun tell me you dun miss your classmates, dun tell me you dun miss the teachers who had sacrified so much to prepare us for o levels and wanted nth in return from us. hiazzz..

unfortunately it's all over....

but anyways, one must always loook on the bright side right. so dun emo emo lo!

13nov07- clubbing night @ attica + kbox in the later afternoon

headed for kbox in the afternoon with babyJ, maomi, bird, ghost and myself. well,me and bird reached early and so we went to queue for a room 1st. the queue was pretty long at marina square but we still queue anyways.
we were both silent for a moment and suddenly bird shrieked and screamed in excitment. she grabbed my arm and shook it vigorously and said 'OMGOMGOMG! it's benjamin han (?)' u noe the campus superstar guy.later did we realise tat keely and another guy ( forgot his freaking name) were there as well! bird was goin to faint at tat moment.

we finally got ourself a room! and started singing...

me and bird. i feel so elated whenever she's able to go out. it's cuz her parents are strict and didnt give her much feedom. so she seldom spend time together with us except in school.sad right? hehe.

this gal here got superpower voice. dun play play with her ok!

i think we were singing fergalicious/glamorous...

bird me and babyJ.

four of us together w/o babyJ.

we were shivering non stop in the room cuz it's freaking cold can. i even had to hold my chin with my hand to prevent my teeth from chattering. sicko sia kbox. i think they set the temp to 10degreecelsius..
immediately after kbox we went outdoors to heat up ourselves. hehe.

i didnt mean tat mouth covering thing but im really shivering too much to smile!

acting sexy..lol

yay all smiles!

den met up with huisi and had dinner at....

HERE!

cakey cakey!

tat's a purse and a red thong in it. she loves it :)

it's the way i are

it's too late to apologise.

if there's a soulmate for everyone...

HAHAHA.

went attica after tat. met up with chun aik to get out tickets and met david and friends as well..

me and baby J

making love with u is all i wanna do

act cool..

hooked up with 2 guys and brought them back to naomi's home.. haha! no la! they are david's friends.. lol lol.

david love high heels. lol!

end of part one!

2007-09-21T08:00:00.000-07:00

heyya.
so glad that prelims are over. well some people may be thinking hmm so what if prelims are over! Os not over yet! have to continue mugging everyday like crazy!. it's not true. according to Mrs LimLeong, she advise students to take a few days off from books totally and do your favourite things like playing audition, going kbox or watch rat-ta-too-ee. he he he. tat's what i did and from tml onwards imma pia le!

shan say about my prelims results. gone with my aspiration to get into JC for 6weeks. gone are the Aces i longed for.zzz.
this time round i really wake up le i guess. no more audition for me and lesser computer time. i was like thinking. since my parents do not moltivate me to study as they absolutely like keck care me, there's no one else to moltivate me already! therefore i have to depend on myself. yupyupyup.
im bloody demoralised la. so many Cs. i think im a char tao. damn pek chek.

anywayssss. been wandering around the net and i think my new music loves are ONE REPUBLIC and TIMBALAND. great singers with alot of potential. in fact, they are doing well esspecially timbaland! one republic is gonna be the next one cuz although they haven release their album, they have already lots of supporters! like me! hoho

this is APOLOGISE by timbaland and one republic..

u might be wondering why not one republic Ft. timbaland right?
well this is due to the fact tat timbaland wrote the song and therefore he should have some credits right. hehe. make sense ba.

check them OUT.! roar!

http://www.myspace.com/onerepublic

go youtube find them also can :)))

damn hot ah! my boyfriend!i wish....... >.<

2007-08-28T00:34:00.000-07:00

oh man, not say im bian tai or wat, but this is really very funny leh! go see!

http://www.jokeroo.com/funnyvideos/elevator_phone_sex.html

2007-08-23T18:21:00.000-07:00

Heyya world.

here am i blogging once again. i suppose this blog has been long forgotten by all as i haven been bloggin for quite a while. one month plus?

just an update on my school life. it isnt very great, just merely on the surface of water about to drown. i didnt expect so many porblems to happen to me and i have never discuss my problems with my classmates. most of my problems. well, i have kept it confidential as i realy dun want too many friends to know. yeh.

some family affair, relationships together with my studies and also the recent case of theft.

yes, there was a so called mass stealing in 4IT recently.. tue 21 aug, the day of our o levels eng oral. class came back adn was shocked to see bags opened and their valuables lost. everyone else lost either cash or wallet but for me, i lost wallet and handphone.how unlucky can i be. i really hope nothing will happen to my phone as it's really important to me with all the memories in my phone. the photos,videos and most importantly, my contacts! how am i supposed to contact my old friends again? i cannot expect them to sms me right.they may forget me but i will remember them, it doesnt matter.

and, the school isnt doing anything i guess cuz my class hasnt heard rom chu or VP or whoever. it sucks. i noe the rest isnt so worried as only their wallets are stolen and not their handphones. hiaz. i am super frustrated and at times couldnt concentrate at work. been rather moody these few days but have tried to be happy.
what's more it's the exam period and it's like such a wrong timing dun u agree?
dun tell me the only thing now is to wait, wait and wait for news? impossbile right? and i dun understnad why my freaking dad dun allow me to go to the police. everyone one else agree tat police is a good solution except him. why cant he be less stubborn? hate this man.

well today is chem practical and i hope i can do well.i will, and i noe it...

2007-07-03T06:11:00.000-07:00

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MY GOD THIS GUY HERE IS BLAKE LEWIS, HE'S A DAMN ROCKER MAN! WOO! MY LOVERBOY!

2007-06-30T22:01:00.000-07:00

what a nice evening!
i headed for national stadium with veron in the evening to watch the match between ex-internationals singapore vs malaysia. and because it is EX-internationals, it's wasnt tat exciting because the players have retired and haven played soccer for years! well i shall let the pictures do the talking....

IN THE EVENING!

what can u infer!

i was trying to show u that the match was boring and almost 1 third of the stadium was unoccupied! i got so bored tat i too pictures of veron. haha

fortunately, a helicopter flew past and lighten up our mood....

after tat match, it was SINGAPORE Vs AUSTRALIA!!
the curent team! not ex-team!
tell u ahh the australians are so good lookign can. even the baby supporters are super cute! totally mesmerised.
pic pic picssss

OUR LIONS and Australians doing warm ups!

LIONEL! lewis la! not choo

soon after the singing of both national anthems sung by rahima rahim and a australian singer, the match begun. this time,,,

HAHAHA. it was very fun. very exciting. they run damn fast can and climax-ed us several times. we started screaming and doing kallang waves and this stupid malay guy keep shouting vulgarities and what seems like sacastic remarks in malay. i couldnt understand but obviously it wasnt sth pleassant.........

the score was 3-0 , australians own us. we were not sad or sth. just so high tat no matter who won, it doesnt really matter.

at night there was the fireworks display, and lightsout party at the field.

SHUANG RIGHT! SO NICE! pictursque(correct spelling not)!!!

and lights out party. me and veron danced and grooved to the music. ha ha ha. very fun. were sweaty and hot after tat.

cheers!

2007-06-19T07:02:00.000-07:00

SICKENING LA!

came back to school this early morning for amaths retest but it doesnt feel like a test at all! when having a test shouldnt we supposed to
-sit one seat apart from each other
-not have any form of communication with one another
-observe absolute silence
??????????????????????????????????????????

the opposite happened.
everyone laugh at tanengchiu's funny way of speaking and chitchat all the way like no body's business. i was bored to tears really! those who din attend today's amaths retest were damn lucky sia. sickening. zzz.

tml's is BBQ and i cant wait :)

2007-06-15T07:37:00.000-07:00

anyone watching 'Britain's got talent' show?
heres a video that might interest you to find out more.

specky's got talent huh!

i like him!

2007-05-26T04:03:00.000-07:00

25may:

woke up this morning and realise the sunrise is surprising beautiful!

i always thought that beautiful sunrise and sunset dun exist in singapore except in our dreams. hehe. haiya actually this not say very piaoliang wat right -.-

headed for the jap restaurant after school with BIRD at tamp. this jap restaurant has really cheap sushi! 99cents per plate only! of course the tempura and desserts and noodles are slightly more expensive. i ordered this strawberry fantasy which was damn delicious :DDD

BIRD: omg! saliva is dripping all over me! better cover my mouth!

DEN, we went home (her house) to study chinese. she has this GONG4 by her table so that when she's thirsty she can just reach out for the GONG and drink water from it. reminds me of prison u noe! notice tat prisoners always use GONG in prison!

A1!!!A1!!!A1!!!A1!!!A1!!!A1!!!A1!!!

26may

what a sunny day! one big family felt like acting cool by wearing sunglasses to protect their eyes from the scorching sun!

the bro-in-law aka man in black

BIG sister

small sister

even the normally not so sporting mom also join in the fun of protecting her eyes! *CLAPS*

we went to the fish exibition hall today to see all the different fishes of which fighting fishes and GOLDFISH and NEMOs are my fav....

i think fighting fishes are the best man! normally for fighting fishes, they are always not put in the same fish tank or else they will start fighting. hence they are placed seperately and a piece of paper must be place in between if 2 fishes are placed side by side. if not they will bang into the wall and die(dunno if tat's the reason). when they wanna iniciate a fight, their fins will be erected and they will flare open their sides so that they look like a lion from the front...

PICS!!!

my favourite!

some others....

and the cute cute blur blur goldfish

after a while, me and sis got really bored while bro in law was still looking intently at the fishes. yeh fishes are his number one. according to sis, she's numeber 10 laaa!!! zzz!
we walk walk around and finally settle at coffee bean...

same actions different hands.

2007-05-16T04:04:00.000-07:00

this week is the debrief week where we will get back our results. it's a week of despair for me cuz i know my results will suck big time. firstly, i did not really study for exams. either i do not have the motivation to study or i was too lazy. well, it's all my fault anyway and i chose not to study and kick myself to the bottom positions of the class.

monday was the most demoralising of all cuz it's the language papers. i was contented tat i got a PASS for my english as im always fighting to get a pass or just fail badly. it's the chinese results that cause me to be soooo glum. i thought paper 1 was easy and i had soooo much confidence tat i will be one of the top scorers in class! in the end, i only got a 27 upon 50!!! ahh!!! i was close to tears sia..zzz. but paper two pulled up my overall marks so it's ok..

for chem and bio and got 51 for both. sad. amaths- failed. ss- failed e history- failed

im so dead.... re-exams for me during the holidays and detentions! oooo nooo....

sian... im not sad already cuz i should expect such results since not much efforts were put in. no pain no gain right.

zzz

came back for training today and coach doesnt seem to be too happpy! hehe.. when we started to play we were like 'omg! why so lan! i dunno how to play!' hahaha. but we quickly got the feel of the ball and regain our powers! hhoho.. played match towards the end and me, jx and lexuan formed one team and beat the 3 teams of 6 and emerge champs! tytyty.

anyone knows 'LUCKY STATION' or not.

you know the guy and the two ladies. they are sooo nice! everytime i go in the shop den lady will say 'xiao mei ni jin tian yao shen mo coffee ' . soo understand... just ytd she said i look like HUISI.. omg! we are like tian yuan zhi bie can!!! zzz den the guy (i call him xiao di) go say to huisi 'it's a misfortune to look like her ( refering to me)' zzz very hurting you noe! >.<

im so emo these few days. i miss the past, i miss when im younger, i miss playing around and not studying. but now it's different as it's time to be serious and start studying hard...

2007-05-11T07:28:00.000-07:00

clark quay is such a nice place!
i have been to clark quay but never got the chance to explore clark quay till today.. it's basically restaurants and pubs by the singapore river with a shopping mall, 'central'. the central is flunk with japanese restaurants cuz we needa cater to the needs of the japanese residents living nearby clar quay.
night view's great, somemore so romantic! ahh should go with boyfriend ahh! :)) seriously, going to clark quay at night is like being in a foreign country. u can hardly believe it's singapore cuz it's full of angmohs! maybe 70% of the whole clark quay?!
we walked past this restaurant where hot waitresses dressed sexily.. this restaurant is called ' hooters' hehehe. more of a guys place i think...

pics..

2007-04-27T05:14:00.000-07:00

i think im a bad photographer. ugly pictures are always taken by me i dunno why..zz!
take example when we were in bus today... lionel became my victim .. ps ahh lion!

eyes clossed

totally disfigured!!!!

he got pissed and shouted f* at me..!! (see his mouth!)

edwin's finger. so extra right.

eileen tries to take a nice picture of him. and there goes edwin again -.-

and me and sis were comparing our baby photos and how different we looked each passing year. and i realise we do look alike! wanna see?!!!

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the current me and the 17 years old her..

when we were 6 years old?!

i like to frown cannot ahh!!!

i realise how life was so carefree for me when i was still a lil kid. no stress, no problems, nothing at all! i was such a happy kid. i missed last time. if i can choose, i would probably wun wanna grow up at all and remain innocent. hahaha.

2007-04-26T04:32:00.000-07:00

these few days passed so fast. though it's just a short period of time. a lot of problems came rushing to me.

i had a lot of thinking about * and sought advice from close friends. suddenly i realise * was not wat i think * was. maybe the aim of * doing all these, calling and leaving IMs and those gifts * gave me were all for fun only? i suddenly had no confidence in *. i was worried..so ytd * called me and i told * how i felt, hoping that * can understand. i hoped * really understand me and all those promises * made are for sure. i will still be wary of * though.

i frustrated with my dad. just recently he started using my laptop cuz he needa manage some stuff. so today he was bathing and the computer was left on. i used the computer to play Audition and while playing halfway, he came out from the bathroom. i told he to wait for 5 mins. after tat i returned the laptop to him and went to bathe. he suddenly shouted at me and said ' what the hell happened to the computer! can u dun anyhow mess up my things?!' i didnt retort back, just kept quiet.

i solved the problem and ask him to try again. i heard him cursing 'TMD' under his breath. i was very disappointed with him. how can he scold his own daughter just because of gambling? i cannot understand. i held back my tears as i was really very disappointed and sad. i didnt now he was like tat.

and when i was studying just now, he asked me to do sth for him which took me 2 hours. F* i dun even noe how to do the things that he wan me to do. he blamed me and said i was dumb.

if he wasnt my dad, i would have got into a fight with him and maybe take a chopping and go after him.. i had to keep in mind tat he is my dad and i shouldnt raise my voice at him as it's rude. tats why i kept quiet.

i think i lack parents love. my parents dun understand me at all. they dun even care about me. going home is a very unwilling thing to do. i guess i just have to keep away from home as much as possible.. sucks.

who can i seek comfort from?

2007-04-18T07:13:00.000-07:00

it rained today and i think everyone is happy as they need not take the 2.4 run! too bad rain stopped and everyone got siannnnnzzedd!
managed to PON 2.4 cuz i had good reasons... headed for sakae with HS and ate till we dropped....talked about certain issues too...
husi huang

the 'turn turn''

chiong food ahhh!!! *drooling*

headed for planet fitness as im interested in the membership.i requested to be shown aroudn the gym so that i know what are the equipments available.... and guess wat! this lady gave me a very shuai guy! ooolalala!

as he showed me around, i was like in all smiles, on cloud nine, heart flutters, feeling hot, bla bla bla! wooo!!! even hs also agree tat he 's hot! and when he look into my eyes and smile, i either look away or smile back dreamily at him... olala..shiok..

after tat he gave me his name card and off i go... hs said 'yes meng, you look pink'
whooo!

headed for gym. thank god indian old guy wasnt there to harrass me :D

2007-04-16T03:41:00.000-07:00

i love the inspiring talk by Mr Adam Khoo (if i spelled correctly) today during assembly. he talks about how he managed to rise from a average normal stream student to one of the top scorers in school, how the hell he managed to achieve his supposingly unachievable aims and how he proved to people that dreams and aspiration can be reached if one have determination and a clear mind of wat he wants in life. yes indeed i was very inspired by his talk. he is a good public speaker as he managed to get my full attention during his talk.

also, he gave us a few techniques on how to do better in our studies like how to compress a 20pages long chapter into one page of the chapter. and the speed reading thingy which i found it very effective. bla bla bla.

thanks Mr adamkhoo for tat talk. it's useful!

and sickeningly in bus today, a indian guy sat beside me. at first he was sitting with his left shoulders sticking out of the seat.. feeling uncomfy, he tried to squeeze in a little so that he will feel better.

as a result, not only he sat on my SKIRT, he also forced to to a very awkward position where by my shoulders are compressed and i had to lean towards my right, against the window! argh! tat sucks ok! zzz. luckily after like 7 stops i excused myself and even said thank you to him for allowing me to pass so that i can get off the bus! zzz!

i am so happy that lucky bread xiao jie remembered that i tried the peppermint coffe b4:D din noe i was tat easy to remember sia... probably cuz she never seen a girl with such a big and fat face b4 and hence she can rmb such a unique face -.- ||| whatever la! hoho

this is me, in case you forgot how big my face is

2007-04-14T20:24:00.000-07:00

lucky me i've found a new DLing songs webbie! mass dl lotsa new songs. hhhoho.

im loving it:D

beautiful liar

girlfriend

how to touch a girl

2007-04-13T18:18:00.000-07:00

reading the papers today, i realise doing vigourous exercise can lead you to have fitter brains too. cuz as the heart pump faster during exercising, more blood is pumped to the brain, improving blood circulation. in addition, new nerve cells can be made around the brain and old nerve cells will more active again. also, exercising prevents lao ren chi dai zheng. hohoho. so people! start exercising now and u will be smarter in no time! and you will definately get 8A1s for you o levels ahhhh!! wohooo...

anyaway sports day ytd was fun.

there was a very indeed grand opening of the ceremony with the very clam song..zzz... and all the althelics march up to the field and said their pledge. leading the pledge is Issac (?) ..

the four schools. from left dunman, temasek, ngn ann and CCHMS.

me and SJ got very hyped up during the rock you cheer and needed Joy's strepsils. but got moody when we did not attain the top 3 positions for some events.

there's a cute humty dumty walking around the field attracting a lot of attention. i managed to zoom in my camera (zoom 4times while SJ can only zoom 2.5 times HAHA!).this is the HD...

and i made a observations about the N.A. guys. they like wearing tights. haha! and i realise one of them had sth sticking out of their pants and i dun wnna noe what is it. he looked as if he had a sharp object sticking out of his groin area. so obvious la! i think everyone noticed tat except SJ. RIGHT??!!

after sports day me yuqing and huisi met up to head for gym. on the way huisi was grumbling why she got 5th instead of 4th and couldnt get a prize to do the schoool proud.haha. in the MRT, she decided to make herself not so sad by being zilian and kawaiii... AHAHHA! presenting the 12345!!!

1

2

3

4

5

and three more cute cute 4IT gals o.O

LECK HUI AKA TOMATO

JOY THE CRAZY WOMAN

JUNE THE POPPING OUT EYEd lady

and i saw this very cute angmoh from holland i think! me YQ and husi were sitting behind him and he turn around and asked 'excuse me, has the rain stopped?' huisi replied and said 'nope the rain has stopped." and he smiled at her which REVEALED HIS DIMPLE and said 'thanks. u saved my day.' huisi asked why. and he said cuz he cant see the outside of mac (he was at the corner where there is no see thru window).
walao! why he told to her den he nv talk to me! i so jealous! den halfway thru he actually turn around to take a second glance at huisi la! OH MAN! zzzzzzzzzzz.....

after mac we went gym where i trained for six pecs and bulging muscles so that i can kill huisi for talking to tat angmo..zzzzzzzzz... joking la! haha.

his backview....:))))))))))))))

2007-03-31T08:23:00.000-07:00

AUDITION STUFF.GOOD STUFF.PEOPLE WHO HATES AUDITON PLS GO AWAY!:d

AUDITION ONE MILLION 8K!

AND KOREAN AUDITION HAVE THIS WEDDING PARTY. HOW COME AUDITION SEA DUN HAVE! I WANT TO GET MARRIED TOO!! HAHA

WILLIAN HUNG'S SONG...THIS PRO GIRL CHAINED LIKE SIAO

HACKER. TOWARDS THE END IT'S DAMN JIN CAI!

PERFECT X31! VIETNAM KIA

2007-03-28T03:20:00.000-07:00

detention for me today!
the whole foyer was full 4 IT pple and we talk talk talk a lot la! i was so embarassed as the vball gals are in the audi training and here am i having detention outside. so whenever they walk past me i will use paper to cover my face so that they wun noe im there. but of course in the end i still showed my face cuz i wanna say hi to them. and coach also ji siao me la! he was laughing at me for kena-ing detention.
detention rocks for it's slack.

had some problems with my juniors. cant believe those censored words came out from her mouth so freely. im pissed yes. i noe i shouldnt raise my voice at her but i cant help it. i was angry. damn it.

2007-03-24T09:02:00.000-07:00

few days back i was walking into school. and there were 2 smart looking middle age uncles standing by the side of the road, hands stacked with some small books and they were giving out to CCHMS students walking to school.

at 1st i thought it was a smalll calender or small diary or sth like tat so i took the book from his extended hand. i read the title 'New Testament . PSlams Proverbs'.... isnt tat like a bible? ahh yes it is..

i was so facinated but the different languages that were being translated by english. one of them was sinhalese. others were french,arabic, german, tamil, many more.. haha

the 1st page of the whole boook was full of 'begot'. sth like A begot B by C. D begot F. bla bla bla

have u ever seen me and kleff's table? it looks like this

after transform fault due to plate movements, it forms the kleffmeng fault like san-andreas fault in usa!

common test results sucks big time. i passed everything except my chinese (21/50).. i got a just pass for bio as i had really no time to study.. chem also just pass la..zzz

fortunately i got A1 for amaths.:D so all those tuition reallly does wonders! from f9 to a1!! woots! and also, i got a for combine humanities but a b4 for geog. d for 1st geog test and a1 for 2nd test. wat a massive improvement!

i miss training...:(

i miss another thing:)))

2007-03-20T04:17:00.000-07:00

i just found out something about fourharmony class. they are a class of perverts! i happen to be 4 hm and i saw their class tee today.. the front was like a small print by the side 'FHM'. people who are a bit blur may think tat they are part of the FHM magazine family or fans of FHM. hehe yes fhm is the magazine full of provocative pictures of red hot sexy gals. wohoo! but it was creative laa. not bad ahh.

and also i can tell tat junwei love his class alot as he was so eager to wear the class tee to show tat he's from 4hm.

this is the tee

hahaha.

and me, huisi and yuqing flaunt our french knowledge on the white board by writing some phrases...

and after tat we had chinese after school lesson at MD and huisi wanted to zilian a bit.

see me in specs!

eh meng i wanna see how cute i look without specs leh lets take once more..

HAHA

2007-03-14T08:50:00.000-07:00

ooh lala BBQ today with sec 4 vball gals plus coach don chew..

well when chew 1st arrive, i was calling 'HI DON!' .

i mean he is our coach in school and i call him mr chew but now we're are a BBQ party! why must we be so formal? don also nice wat right.

bought barcadi and me and eileen were the reddest. i was lying on eileen's shoulder and she lie on my head. was tipsy.

and this is what me and steph kang2 all the way from parkway to JX's house..

and steph painstakingly made all this for us sec4s gals plus coach this....

thanks ahh steph. i dun dun like yellow but i think yellow yellow is dirty fellow -.-

haha.

tat's all folks. tipsy now cya.

2007-03-13T20:05:00.000-07:00

saint james was great with grooving music, hot people and nice ambience..thanks lionel! went in there with veron and we danced non stop on the dance floor..wohoo! fun fun fun!

the SJ power house

pretty veron

cheena haired

i will go agian in june:D

2007-03-10T04:14:00.000-08:00

people, i recommend u to watch 'the pursuit of happiness' great movie, at least better than ghost rider which was boring until one could fall asleep while watching.

an old man scared me to death!
while waiting for XY to reach i stood by the side of the mrt map and was sms-ing someone. den this old man suddenly from afar literally walked into me and mumbled sth.. he din touch me, he just came damn close almost had body contact with him.. yucks. after tat he loookeed at me from top to bottom, raised his eyebrows a little and walk away. maybe my face was too dao and i scared him off or sth...

den, while going home this gym guy from california fitness came over to us and present me with this card...

den he 'dian4' me a little with his eyes, chatted with us a little about exercising and started to persuade us to try at the gym. of course we rejected him and he gave hus this innocent look and said 'why!' oh man! but he was shuai:D after tat i realise i should have allowed him to go on as i needa get a gym for R* .. hiaz! how can i forget!

and at the bus stop, me and XY cam cam again...

tat's it for today!

2007-03-08T04:57:00.000-08:00

we the sec 4 b div team are gonna be known as chung cheng old girls 2007 soon or rather, be forgotten as the years go by. today was officially our last match after losing to xinmin with a score of 1-2 and trashing our hopes of getting into national top 8..but we wun really tat disappointed i guess. some of us got emotional after the match probably cuz this is our last match.. hhehe.. of course i got a bit emo too..anyway, i got bananas for everyone and yiting helped me to write each and everyone 's name on the banana.. as me and yiting ate too many bananas and there wasnt enuff, we shared one...

this is the banana

me and yiting's

and yiting told me she love hard bananas(slightly unripe ones) and i told her i like soft bananas(ripe ones) .. haha hoho..

she loves BANANAS!

bananas eaten by the greedy ones.. hmm who ahh...

sec 3 bgirls take one

sec 3 b girls take 2

sec 4 b girls take 1

sec 4 b girls take 2

sec 4 b girls take 3

all of us!

:D

and lastly MR TAY WITH BANANA!

2007-03-07T04:12:00.000-08:00

SALUT!
i decided to blog since im so free today..

this week's the common test week and i think i will flunk most subjects.i had not have the time to study and hence i only studied maybe 70% of everything tat's to be tested..heck care. it's only common test. i can make some improvements next time.
mrs lim's words kept going thru my mind. during last chem lesson, she came over to my table and had and a serious look on her face.. said she 'mengsiew you've been in a world of ur own this year and ur results have dropped.. where's the old mengsiew? i wan the old mengsiew' ..

many said it's the influence of kleff but i think otherwise...i was like tat last year also, talking during her lessons. maybe it's Audition, maybe it's vball or others la...

i must change for the better.

kleff is not sitting beside me anymore cuz of CT and we needa sit according to register number. we miss each other! haha..

today will probably be the last training for the sec 4s if we arent able to bear xin min with the score of 2-0.. well of course i hope today isnt the last training. i can imagine us drifting even further than now as there's no way we will get together expect during trainings. hiazz sad ahhh!

friday's talentime and bird got me the reserve ticket so tat i dun needa queue for the tickets!bird's in for group and imma support her. though we din get in for solo, at least she got in for her group.. jy ah bird!

learnt some french phrases these few days cuz i found them interesting hehe and my fav phase is JE T'AIME !!! which means i like you / i love you... je t'aime je t'aime!
ravi means nice to meet u
merci means thank you

so i*n*t*e*r*e*s*t*i*n*g!

i go kun le
bye bye pple..

2007-02-28T03:42:00.000-08:00

it rained heavily after training today and i din have any umbrella! guess wat i did? i took out my uniform and lumped it on my head and twisted it around and make it looking like a turban.. yes i looked ridiculous but wat else can i do? i ran out of school until i reached the busstop..

i was drenched to the skin la... hair wet, pe shirt wet, limbs wet, shoes wet, bag wet, bla bla bla...

i stink like a pig when i stepped into the bus..i cant stand it man i always feel so inferior after trainings! i hate b.o.!

i was standing at the side of the bus with my right hand holding the handrails and the other holding my shoe bag and wet uniform and suddenly an older guy who reeks of alcohol and cigerette appear in front of me... he placed his hands near mine, trying to attract attention.

of course i acted dao and looked in the other direction... he started asking me questions like 'what's the time now', 'what is your name', some family matters and stuff like tat... he even intro his name to me and wanted to shake hands with me.. i said' em my hands are dirty' you might be wondering if i did gave him any information about me.. of course i din la! i kinda make up a story , hoping tat he will believe..

grrr whatever! hate today!

2007-02-26T02:57:00.000-08:00

been trying to lead a healthier lifestyle with no chocolates, cakes or excessive doses of sweets and gummies....i've been swimming, doing pilates and jogging for the past few days and hope i can look more toned as i find my thighs are damn flabby.

i don't understand why breakups will cause such heartbreak. eh cheer up k...we will all be there for u..

2007-02-21T02:28:00.000-08:00

had severe stomachache morning..and hence, i wasnt able to go school.zzz.anyway it's half day so it's dont make a huge diff lahh..

went bowling today! and average was 80 plus only -.-
this group of jap people were bowling beside us and one of the guys caught my eye...i mean he really looked like wuzun with his cute eyes and long eyelashes like ZH's and woah...he 's damn cute la..i was like staring and staring at him like nobody's business and ahh! so cute la he! almost took a pic WITH him but did not after realising how childish he was. hiaz. wat a disappointment...

den headed for sakae and i ate 14 plates of sushi.. hehehoho.. pics!

ALL MINE! ain i a pig!

take 1

take 2

take 3

yoshi queen 1

yoshi queen 2

sakae rocks like cat

saw this chic top at S & K..but it's like 44bucks...too ex. le.. wahaha

2007-02-19T05:00:00.000-08:00

wat a disappointment! R** isnt coming on the 25 already. it's like ive been countdowning to tat day but now R said it's cancelled? however R is coming during june holidays..hopefully R is really coming ahh or else i will be disappointed again.

hiaz have to wait for 4 more mths!

lady luck not on my side. lost money in blackjack cuz my dad's the banker and he jiak all my money lahh! he is aka the du bo(gambling king) u noe.. hehehoho.. guess he won quite a bit today...

im on study mode. not into audition nor feel like going out too often.. isnt tat great? too bad there's still comps and cant really put 100percent commitment into studies still.

2007-02-18T03:47:00.000-08:00

1st day if chinese new year and i've already won 150bucks in banluck(blackjack). ain i lucky. hehe..
my aunties were damn pissed with me la! they were like 'aiyo! u black jack again! sui arhh!' hehe hoho.

retromama

retromama and sister retrojiejie

retroahgong?

retromama

retrowawa new look..

retromama's mama is anti cam so no pics of her!

2007-02-16T04:32:00.000-08:00

i have so many sths to blog about. life's kinda happening this week.
firstly, there's an improvement in my studies probably because zonal competitions are over and hence my schedule isnt packed with trainings and comps anymore. therefore ive commit myself to homeworks. and for the 1st time, i did my amaths hw and did not have to get punished like kleff and joy by standing outside the class during lessons. *chuckles*
also, i've prevent myself from chatting with kleff during lessons. we have sort of promised not to talk to each other too much. hehe. if this continues it will benefit both me and him. right? teachers will be impressed also ba.

secondly,R** is coming to singapore real soon like less than a month' time? wooho.im excited but at the same time a bit shy cuz he's like big and unusual(?)..hopefully things will go on smoothly.

thirdly, val's day rocks not just because of the sweets and chocs i recieved from friends and classmates but also cuz i've done sth. sth i cant say. hehe. hoho rocks man!
one of my fav val present.....

me and veron

forthly, audition was fun and although eliz wasnt happy with the performace, i found it alright! wohoho fun sia

me and bird before our audition...

lastly, my sis is getting married! im like so happy la. i can finally get the whole room to myself but im goonna lose a sleeping partner. now everytime when we meet i will say 'MENG SIE IS GETTING MARRIED!' she will be like laughing at me and smile shyly, i think. it's seems funny thou. she said she wun get married but instead be a old hag! she kou shi xin fei ar! arr anyway congrats lo. hope she can live happily ever after with her prince.

here's us! me my sis and her boyfriend.....or should i change to jie fu????!!! hehe!

watched john tucker must die and dirty dancing at yuqing's house. din bowl cuz bowling alley was flooded with people. :(

the PIGS!

bye bye for now. sayonara. watashiwaretromama!

2007-02-11T07:32:00.000-08:00

veron and XY were like so elated when i presented those kewl flowers to them. whaha!
and then, they forced me to take pics of them and also take pics with them... sian i wasnt in the mood to do so as i was worried about * and #. i really hope their relationship will improve and tat makes my life much easily without hearing each side of their stories.
anyway, pictures!! (look at their xinfu face la!)

then, me and veron headed for vivo and went top deck which is our fav hangout place where we will just talk and crap and laugh and just relac. the nice scene is damn chio and it's a romantic place for couples also...*hinting KC* haha!

this is my dinner..

YUM YUM

i helped her took some random pics since she need some inspirations for her canon AJC competition or sth and i encurage her to use the 'rule of thirds' . haha.

when going home,

2007-02-07T04:07:00.000-08:00

grrr coach release us late today and in the end, we had to compete with the office people...
i was like sweaty and giving off this pungent smell which made me feel inferior. so together with the air con, i really stink like a bird on the bus. i pitied the passengers around me as they were being tortured by my pungent smell la... i feel so zi bei! i really hope i will reach my destination faster sia!

now i noe what's kleff's weakness. if he suan u, try punching his balloon-ish tummy or just smack it real hard with your whole palm to produce tat 'piack!' sound. he will keep quiet. i know im violet but actions speaks louder than words. cant help it :D

my class guys love ben low's PSP. u noe the 1 vs 1 fighting game? everyday during recess time, they guys will zheng xian kong hou and qiang his psp. i had played his psp b4 and am not bad at it. at least i managed to kill the opponent in 45secs unlike ben low who took a longer time than me. he he he. no la. it;s just tyco.

these are some of the players.....

IVAN HOW

IVAN HOW AND KLEFF

THE HISTORIAN

KLEFF POLE DANCING

WAHHAA

2007-02-05T04:41:00.000-08:00

i think chl is damn sucky. i was just phoning over to ask for xy and there he was acting hostile! he even called me a stupid girl! what's the problem man! PMS ar?!
no wonder he doesnt show any interest in girls as he doesnt understand girls, not the least bit at all.. damn him la tornado inferno. maybe i should bring u to hair straightening services to straighten ur 'cute' curls.

i miss veron....

2007-02-02T05:09:00.000-08:00

this stupid video......

i realise i was the only one laughing.. and maybe cass la.. hehehoho..the rest were irritated ba.

2007-02-01T01:51:00.000-08:00

we were crapping at the pp busstop when afar, i could see a familiar figure. 'polar!!' i screamed and started runing towards her. she saw me. with sparkling eyes she ran towards me too. in slow motion, with open arms, we ran towards each other, shouting each other's names. finally we came close enuff to embrace each other...
when was the last time i saw her? 2 months? ahhh.. miss her sia...

anyway, she tag along with us to temasek poly to cheer on us. ty arr polar.

pasir ris match was a waste sia... we could have won if we din have any flaws during the game. if we substitute the correct players into the game, if we had concentrated more, if we had more self confidence and maybe we had cheered louder, the game wil definately be ours.
khoo gave us an encouraging talk after the match cuz everyone was like heartbroken. our goal of attaining 2nd in the east zone was gone. some cried, some was cursing, others were heartbroken. anyway, wat's done cannot be undone. too bad. it's over... however, upcoming match is against saint hildas and we hope we can da bai them to achieve 3rd place. jy arr!

headed for pastamania with XY and took stewpid pics of her...

and... i was browsing thru my phone pics and saw a mysterious pic among the pics..
a pic of a pretty girl with pretty braces with fair complexion with short bob hairstyle. guess who???

MS JOY!!!!!

hiak hiak!

2007-01-30T04:43:00.000-08:00

my mind encircles around him...<3...*salivating*

competition starts on the 29th and everyone essecially the main 6 were tensed up cuz our very 1st match is against ngee ann leh! they are like national top team and east zone champs.
4 losses of matches for all the divisions cuz opponents were rather strong.. for the match with ngee ann, Mr tay seemed disappointed with us cuz we din concentrate enuff. yiting tried to smile a lot cuz she dun wan to tense up everyone. xin ku ni le! however, we still lost in the end. aiya predictable la...
heard tat everyone tried to cheer JX up cuz she very off form tat day. hehe.even * also do tat lo..

was sicked today. but still, i went library to do some hw.. while resting, i took some pictures...

esplanade library. the dance bar

so many pillars....

so many clouds....

so many toes...

suddenly rmbed the video i too ytd about singapore.. damn stupid.. will upload tat one day....

and just 5 mins ago, the very caring alex chan told me tat there's chem test tml! ahh! i din noe leh!!! why why!!! i cant die for this test.
i've been busy with trainings and comps and other matters...tat explains why my grades deproved greatly.. maybe it's time to sort out things and get serious.. man i cant wait to end training. to me , no training= meng is happy.

so 5 more matches to go and im letting go of vball for like 8-9 months??? i cant imagine how much weight i will gain, how flabby my legs would be, how obvious my double chin will be..ahhh...

o levels. im doing this for u...

2007-01-28T01:27:00.000-08:00

WUZUN

2007-01-26T16:49:00.000-08:00

im so suay.

-i came to school with a a sore throat and running nose. ate June's running nose medicine and felt damn drowsy. hence i felt like sleeping every lesson..

english lesson
-register number 1 to 9 are supposed to write an essay 'should the school day should be lengthened by two hours so that student can get help with homework?' in which 1-5 should agreee with the statement and 6-9 disagree. i dunno what happen to me, i actually missed this part of the instruction and wrong the disagree part. i put in a lot of effort in this essay ok! so that i will get higher marks than mr kleffy(he keep saying tat my eng very lousy)!!! i flipped through my 1100 words, hoping to find some chim words to fit into my essay. little did i realise i've done wrongly. i explained to mrs yee about this and guess what she say..'rewrite' and gave me a huge smile.. walaooo...sickening right. and so i rewrite the whole thing. i couldn't bare to throw my essay away sia! so chio and she wan me to rewrite?! ahhh!!!

-cheena teacher had some misunderstanding which made the mushroom jealous. wahhah. jkjk.

-i went home after feeling dizzy during training.

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comps are just next week and i wonder if b girls are ready. as what mr tay had said, this is already last year for the sec 4s and mind as well get something out of 1 year of hard work. however, did we put in enuff effort or were we just slacking around and hating training? did we have enuff commitment?
next week is tough without coach pressence( he went for reservice). hopefully we will do just as fine without him. i really hope we will get in nationals. JY to all esspcially main 6!

and talentime auditions are also next week and it clashed with comps. heng JJ is willing to switch dates with me so that it wun clash with comps. tyty.

and this are the pictures veron longed to see on my bloggie. tada!

and later in the evening, veron and me head for vivo and sat at the deck till late to pour out our sorrows....:)

2007-01-17T22:36:00.000-08:00

i had a funny encounter in bus 31 ytd...

i was sitting beside this middle age man in the bus. he was asleep. as i was tired, i dozed off soon after..however, a sudden snoring woke me up. i turned to my left and realised the guy was snoring.. din know people could snore while napping in bus. so weird la!

last two trainings were a torture for us. coach PMS-ed cuz we din play well. below his expectations i guess. then he started attituding us, giving us discouragement instead of encouragement and shook his head. he would burry his head in his hands as if he kena depression.

i know he just wan us to improve but putting a long face doesnt really help a lot. after you're demoralised do u think u will be able to perform?

ahhh. im scared. comp. is starting real soon. like 29Jan?!! ahh why should i be so uptight sia. no point.

as for lessons, i wasnt able to concentrate. kleff chai kept irritating me! how to study leh? maybe i should bring some dumbcane and stuff a whole lot of them into his mouth to make him dumb. wahhaha!

random.

2007-01-06T07:25:00.000-08:00

well as usual, i spent my saturday with my 'family'.... went vivo again with XY and Veron cuz there's ZINC outlet over there. needa change my bag for a new one cuz it's a bit dirty at the back as well as the front. after which Veron will buy it from me.

XY was complaining about sth as i pointed the dirt to the sales assistant. 'aiyoo.. so niao leh.a bit dirty only.' ..however there wasnt anymore new pieces and therefore we needa go other outlets to change this lo. sian. so i asked mr nice sales assistant to check for me and we headed for far east outlet.

after done with the bag and the exchange btw me and veron, we went swensens to have our earthquake! woosa. had lots of fun over there as XY took many candid shots which we look weird in like this :

'it's this huge and i .......' said Veron to evil Meng

zzz. after 20mins of patient waiting, our earthquake lai liao! i was cheering, XY was smiling, Veron's had tat finally! expression. haha.
this the pic of EQ. cant capture the dry ice effect cuz most of the 'smoke' had faded after a while.

damn yum yum enjoyed it sia. and there were somomore pictures....

after which, we went cineleisure where i suddenly remembered tat there is the deathnote streetshop. haha!
we chiong to that shop to browse thru(maybe just me who chong-ed) the items. had sudden impulse to buy the note book cuz Yagami Light name is inside the notebook.plus, there's about 30 pages of instructions inside. so cool right. they sell the necklace too. L's initial and the notebook itself. neckties too with 'deathnote' printed. ahh damn cool...
Veron and XY! you should have bought the note book sia! you will regret! wohoo!

haha!

daughter+ sisters

2007-01-04T06:28:00.000-08:00

watched DN2 with XY today. definately know the whole movie better. and i got a bit.. just a bit teary when L die. at least i din cry right. hehe. bought this ZINC bag at vivo but i guess imma go back and change again. cuz it was dirty....
dislike school lots. rather be caged up at home then rot in school.

2007-01-01T22:38:00.000-08:00

imagine the amount of den these people received!!!

2007-01-01T18:54:00.001-08:00

ha ha ha ha..what if i tell you this is my hamster...

2006-12-30T04:07:00.000-08:00

this is the professional regurgitator. watch it to know why. ;)

unbelievable right! he can actually bring back the things that he swallowed...ooh lala!

2006-12-28T08:43:00.000-08:00

the bowling alley @ marina square....

our bowling balls. mine's the brown and maroon coloured ones!

wearing shoes again

wearing bowling shoes! wohoo!

polar bear's strong power!

veron's soft approach

XY threw the ball onto the lane.

shh im concentrating. *gonna strike this time*

NI SHI SHUI??? BU YAO QI FU WO HOR!!!!

me and veron

polar is just so kewl :D

im supposed to look spastic but failed. i just have tat smart face you see. hehe!

see! im irritated le la veron! stop forcing me to act spastic.....

couple zinger burger!

my fav cheeze fries.

me and veron again

the 4 of us... where's my eyes!!!

2006-12-27T19:44:00.000-08:00

wa lao eh!!!

i have tried getting license and had failed each time i try. sian la! 7 times le leh! still fail!

just a while ago i tried getting license again and this is my score....

WTH! wat a nice score. if only i had passed my 2nd FM....sickening la.

holiday holiday homework! who has done them raise up ur hands!!! guess no one bothers right. but right now imma start le la. and friday which is tml, i must get my sense of belonging. wahaha.

2006-12-26T08:14:00.000-08:00

i was late as usual and had to keep poor XY waiting at city hall MRT. veron and polar were late too! XY ah XY. u early bird.

my bowling skills have improved tremendously!

it's true. my score isnt like 40/50 plus anymore. it's now like 90 plus le okay. to those pro bowlers this may seem nth to u but it means a lot to me. whahaa. watch me shine one day when i become a pro bowler playing for team Singapore! (yee i den dun wan can)

we played 2 games and i came in first for each game. cant believe it right. i had one strike but more spares. 2 lang gao. damn shuang. nv felt so pro bowling b4.
XY bowls like something. i dunno what is it la. her hand will like go off to the right when she release the ball and the ball end up in the lang gao few seconds later. and i willl be down there laughing at her. sorry ah XY! (i better dun say about the deafening sound thingy. :D)

veron bowls gently. not much strength and a bit of direction prob. she's actually not bad de. dun xiao kan her.

polar bear used to bowl a lot. her actions are like a real bowler u noe! and her ball can like spin very fast. damn good la she. wohoo!

after tat we went arcade to play para para! polar bear damn funny la. she plays like a robot! we were down there laughing at her.

den we ate and i headed for work. yucks. had the worst day at work today. no wanchan=no fun. haha. wanchan not working on thur also ahh!!!

2006-12-24T20:42:00.001-08:00

i got very hyped up last night. we had christmas dinner last night. everything da bao-ed! hehe. turkey, cake, duck wings, shark's fin ( 2bucks for a packet)bla bla.
after midnight i screamed and shouted the whole suntec tower five and ran around wishing people merry xmas.he he he. the senior citizens like Wanchan, Kweeguan and Alvin were too old to run around and HF. hehehoho.

im going for a church dinner today. grr. cant believe im spending my christmas at a church. it's just so bukesiyi.

i hope @ isn't coming Singapore for a week or two and im playing host. tsk.

anyway here's 2 Christmas songs!

2006-12-21T09:34:00.000-08:00

RESTOCKING MASSAGING STICKS.
tat's what my main job was for the day. imagine yourself standing on a chair restocking the items with people surrounding you, reaching out their hands to pick out cute massaging sticks and tilting their head up asking you questions like 'eh how much is one?' and 'there's no more black boxing one? or the lamb one?' ... i was like the outstanding one advitising for Minitoons.it wasn't irritating, tiring oranything negative. in fact it was fun. :D

these two days i've tried working at the counter with Sally and Joyce as my supervisors. i wasnt allowed to be the cashier according to Sally cuz im just a part timer who hasnt have much experience on this. the queue would probably will nv end with me being the cashier. hehe. my maths sucks rmb?

however, i was allowed to scan the products and help pack the items into various plastic bags for the customers. the plastic bags must be able to contain the items. not too small, not too big. tat's when u need good estimation.

i kinda quaralled with a customer today.

at minitoons, we will wrap the gift items with the ready made bags only when customers want them to be wrap on the spot. but if the customer is in a rush or sth, we can only provide him with wrappers but not the ready made bags. so this guy customer was like 'hey can you give me wrappers? i will wrap it up myself.'
den i said 'sure'. i took the wrappers for him and presented to him.
den he said ' can i have the ready made on? it would require lesser effort with them'
den i said 'sorry, we cant give the ready made ones cuz we are not allowed to. den he said ' why not? wouldnt tat be easier?'
den i said 'yes it will but if we do so , it will waste our effort'.
den he a bit bu shuang 'can i speak to your boss? i wanna give some feedback. i said 'sure. go ahead. boss isnt around but the manager is inside.'

i pointed to my manager and he went to talk to him. after a while, he left.

manager came out and talked to me. i told him everything and tat we were not allowed to give ready made ones bla bla bla. he said 'oic. actually he's too demanding. this is only a free wrapping service.'. i said nth.

sickening la. this guy go spoilt my mood sia. lucky my colleages made me happy and i got high again. haha!

2006-12-20T08:49:00.000-08:00

i love working with *. as in whenever we're together, we'll start to crap and laugh and do crazy stuff. and today, i hurt * 's feelings by not sending the right signal to *. it wasn't what * had thought it was. it's just tat * misinterpreted the whole thingy. just a small misunderstanding could lead to such consequences. though * knows it wasnt intentional, though * said * will be alright, i can still see tat * is totally taken aback by what i've said. im sorry *.

2006-12-19T09:00:00.000-08:00

oh man i have blood in my phlegm!!! i'm sooo dead. i think i've contracted TB. any last words? no..
my throat is hurting tat i can hardly swallow anything properly. damn sickening. and also i have a bit of running nose PLUS fever! ahhh..

i got a fever
im hot
i cant be stopped
i got a fever
im hot
i cant be stopped
i got a front OOH
back AAHH
cant be stopped
i got a front OOH
back AAHH
cant be stopped
i got a fever..

FEVER! in the morning,
fever all thru the night!

it's getting sadder each day. 5 more days and imma stop work le. sad.

2006-12-16T16:55:00.000-08:00

MAMA I THINK IM FALLING ILL!!!!!!!
i woke up today having a coarse throat and felt hot everywhere. dunno if it's fever or not u din care.
yes working is fun but it's tiring at the same time. there are so many things you need to do....ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!

i dun wanna fall ill leh!

2006-12-16T07:31:00.000-08:00

Alvin takes the same bus as me! hehehe he's funny ok. you can stare at his face for a second or two and you will definitely burst into laughter. he has a weird face. a face with excess faces at the cheeks areas and this tired look on his face. hahaha. hohoho. crazy la!

i'm so used to wrapping!
a newcomer took over my job as the gift wrapper and i was promoted to managing the floors(specialise in serving customers). it's just so weird not wrapping presents but serving the customers. well i should be happy right?! at least im 'promoted'.

i love the people in my workplace! they're friendly,nice, crapppy...bla bla bla.

about one more week and i will stop working le. HOW SAD. i think for the mini celebration with the turkey and everything, everyone is gonna get teary. we're gonna miss each other man!

cant really blog cuz its damn tired everyday i come home.

2006-12-11T18:19:00.000-08:00

these two days i've been working hard enuff..

working can be fun if u try to make it fun. first day of work for me was kinda sian cuz all i did was to promote products, wrap presents, bla bla bla. but i din really talk to the people.
2nd day was full of surprises! firstly i was to wrap this gift for a particular customer. but after i wrapped the gift, the customer actually said 'this is damn ugly. i dun care. i want another piece of wrapping paper! wat kind of wrapping service is this?! i can do it myself!' den she started shaking her head and complaining. all i could do was to smile and took another one for her. her poor husband was down there trying to cool her down and telling her to forget about it. i felt depressed and embarrassed. nobody had ever critisize me in public before u noe. somemore there were a few customers around!

after she left, i told my manager about this. i showed him how i wrap the presents and asked for comments. he said it was ok and was wondering why the lady complain. funny la.

the whole evening i was like wrapping and wrapping. bending my back, folding the wrapping papers, occasionally rotating my neck to relieve some tension over at the neck areas, etc etc.

finally when everything was done, i headed into the shop where wanchan helped me to massage my shoulders. 'xin ku ni le xiao mei,' she said. den she wanted me to help this alvin guy massage his shoulders too. i was like down there laughing like siao. den she said 'aiyo! ni ye hui lian hong de ar?!! haha! eh alvin ni can! ta lian hong eh!' . obviously i denined! hehehe

i snatched one of the massager and started to hit my back with it. this is when it's useful.. i was thinking. hhe.

oh ya! before i end, i wanna talk about my greatest sacrifice for the day!
this guy customer wanted this pooh toy with black shirt but there is no more left except at the display corner. so i had to climb into the display corner thru all the mountains of toys and finallly reach the other end to retrieve the toy!

all in all it was damn fun as all of us were crapping together. manager, supervisor, retail owners, me the trainee.. :)

2006-12-08T06:28:00.000-08:00

today was a lousy day for me.

after several trainings i realise my serve is really deproving to the extend tat Chew isn't keeping me in the main team anymore. my setting pissed him off too. when we played match this afternoon, he was like shaking his head after i din managed to serve the ball over. hiazz...im hopeless! i think my junior's in the main team while im the benchwarmer yet again.

i cant stand it man! i need to improve!!

training was over and i went home feeling rather moody and my mood was futher dampened by a particular news. i was told tat i needa report everyday to do self study as i needa resit the chi exam. i was like WTH?!! i pass chinese leh! i knew i din need to retest but still i was feeling sucky. argh.

luckily at tuition Mr hsu taught me an interesting topic which made my mood better.
i chiong to suntec to get my job interview and tada! i got it! i got my job at minitoons! congrats! *grins|*

2006-12-08T00:05:00.000-08:00

i just realise my mum dunno what class im in! cuz my mum was calling the school and then she asked me 'eh wat's ur class.' i said '3IT lo' she said 'wat? 3 IP ar? okok'
tsk tsk tsk wat a mother sia. now u can see tat she doesnt even care about my studies..she doesnt even know my class! OMG. *shake head*

i dun have the mood to blog these few days. :(

2006-12-07T05:52:00.000-08:00

i was as usual late. i was supposed to meet edwin,hwei yee, june and SJ at pasir ris today but was half an hour late. sorry people!
we headed for escape and i was damn scared. remember i am afraid of heights? haha. the 1st ride tat we tried was the famiy train. it's ust a pathetic 4 metres high railway thingy with mostly gentle slopes. initially i din dared to try cuz i was too scared le. hehe.
next stop, haunted house. it was not the least scary... just people pretending as statue and raising their arms as visitors walk pass them.. oh ya. kleff actually managed to scare on of the posers. hehee...
pirate house was the one tat helped me overcome my fear i guess. i dunno how i managed to pluck up tat much courage to try tat but who cares la! pirate ship was nice! i tried 3 times. hehe. good achievement for me ba!
then the water log where we sit in a so called 2 sitter boat and the boat will zooommmm down 15 metres above ground. tat was the scariest but i din scream.. hehehe. SJ was screaming if i din rmb wrongly.
i din try rainbow. it was too high liao...
escape was fun but i doubt i will come back again. the next time im here, everything maybe the water log will have no effect on me. wahha.

we played pool at the country club too. it was girls VS guys..me and hwei yee VS kleff and edwin. and can u believe it? we won. haahha! cant believe even a 1st timer like hwei yee can beat the guys.

me kleff and edwin stayed till escape closed while the rest left early.

this is one memorable outing. hehe

2006-12-05T06:41:00.000-08:00

wohoo.
headed for marina square to meet people. Joy arrived and we walked walked around to kill time and also to wait for the rest of the guys(they were late!). bought thongs at topshop cuz they have 2o% off each thongs! wahh. so kewl sia! ivan(c) and Jacques reached and we went arcade to play para para. seems like i've improved from my 1st attempt last time as i managed to clear some of the stages!
lionel reached.
we headed for cineleisure where we played dota and o2jam. for the 1st time in my life i've finally tried playing these games. it wasnt very fun probably cuz im a noob. hehe. possible also cuz im not into these kinda online gaming thingy.
reached home at 10 plus and mum and sis din scold me. phew.

2006-12-02T07:18:00.000-08:00

seen the Christmas decorations at Orchard? it's kinda pretty esspecially when you view them at night. romance fills everywhere and you'll start fantasizing yourself with tat special him strolling down Orchard road lou lou bao bao-ing. :D

wat is * thinking?
wat * wants?
i dun think * will every have $ for &.
obviously i hope * will $$ &...
a bit impossible.

2006-12-01T05:26:00.000-08:00

i followed my sister to her 1st hip hop dancing class at YMCA this evening. i actually planned to just go there see see only. but the instructor was friendly enuff to ask me to join the rest. i enthu-ly joined them. it was really fun man! i now know how to dance! haha! but as i look at my own reflection in the mirror, i chuckled a bit cuz i was dancing like a WOOD. hehe.

she taught us one whole dance with those body waves and the watever expanding and contracting of the body, bla bla bla. damn shuang. it's like playing Audition, only tat you are now the character dancing instead of the player.

i sweated a lot. came home bathed and headed to mac to eat supper. super hungry man! wahhaa!

i wonder who would believe tat ah meng went for hip hop lessons. wohoo!

2006-11-29T20:43:00.000-08:00

let me share with u a good news.

i have finished my 'Life of Pi' book!! yeh!!! * throw confetti in the air*

haha. this is my first finished book in three years if you do not know, other than Macbeth, the Outsiders and Clay Marble. hehe! damn shuang now. must celebrate. :)

the book...

Piscine with Richard Parker

Orange Juice the Orang Utan [not ah meng the O.T.]

_________________________________________________________

shakira-illegal :)

2006-11-29T05:35:00.000-08:00

i arrived Cedar early this morning.was an hour early. there's nth wrong with my brain it's just tat i remembered the last time i walked to my primary school, which was beside Cedar girls, it took me 20-30mins. surpirsely, it too me 10-15mins of slow pacing while reading my Pi=3.142 book.

Cedar girls de sport hall is a very confined area with no space for us to serve the ball over! hence, we were allowed to cross the line while serving the ball over. the court was also smaller than the usual vball courts. vballers like me who uses a lot of strength to serve the ball confirm will out ball de. very sickening right!

on occasions just because of this i brought the team down a little. such wonderful serves by me ended up an out ball when it supposed to be an in ball.unfair and wasted.

Chew's pissed with us cuz we din perform as well as he thought we would. i think he predicted tat we would win Cedar lo. whatever la. he always have a lot on his mind and it's difficult to tell what he's thinking about.

im disappointed with my overall performance. why did i decided to appear at Cedar in the first place? ahhh. sickening. i lost a lot of points and i bet my other teammates were cursing me under their breaths. ahh i dun wana know. im just disappointed

i headed home and cooked pasta.i felt accomplished after seeing the mei wei jia yao i've cooked. but it tasted horrible. >.<

the year is coming to an end and i needa finish them asap. i dun wan the year to end with plenty of unfinished homeworks. heeh

2006-11-28T05:19:00.000-08:00

Cedar brings us bad luck..
last year we had a match against Cedar too. and suay suay, i kena dengue fever. hence, i wasnt able to make it for the match.
this year we have a match against Cedar again. this time, Veron kena food poisoning. hence, she can't make it to support us tml.
curse u Cedar. bad things befall us each year when we have matches against U. it's Cedar girls not Cedar pri. cuz Cedar pri is my pri sch and should never be cursed. wahaha.
lets hope we will win this match tml.

2006-11-28T01:59:00.000-08:00

did one hour of maths at BK marina today and after tat it's play time for me, JX and XY! eh not my fault lo. XY got distracted 1st and said 'sian ah..' i felt restless suddenly and realise i couldnt do anymore math. THEN, we headed for k box again! sang liang shan bo yu zhu li ye 4 times! shuang sia! payment altogether was only 34 bucks for 3. cheap cheap. they hav this 40% off promotion for members till thur so hurry down to k box now!

im awaiting tml.

'from the inside out' :)

2006-11-27T01:14:00.000-08:00

i feel that there is a need to blog but i wonder what is it. ok standard one. volleyball.

we will have a match against Cedar this coming wednesday.by today i should already be quite confident and everything but it seems like im kinda unprepared. i dunno what's wrong with me but i dun feel like turning up for the match. not because im afraid or sth, it just tat i dun wanna pull the team down just because im very unprepared.

i planned to train extra hard today so that i will be more prepared for Wed. but my this plan was spoilt by Chew. today he showed his temper by scolding us a lot. more than normal training. no matter how we played, we wun able to please him. so after much torlerance, he finally gave up on us and we were left alone; he dun wanna train us. he shook his head and said 'b girls, need not play anymore.' this totally discouraged me a lot and i predicted tat im gonna be moody for the rest of the training.

b girls went up the stage while Chew trained the c girls. we did nth but play till our hearts content. i backed out after a few moments cuz i felt that we should be training extra hard today for our match on wed instead of idling around on the stage. we should do sth!

i din wanna voice out to the rest as i feared tat they would be displeased with me. so quietly i practised spike reception against the wall beside the piano. partially as i spiked, much of my frustration were vent out. tat's good la.

after like half an hour, probably because he regretted his actions, Chew called for the b girls. we went down stage and started training again. i couldnt concentrate cuz i was moody. i played lousily, i had no confidence, i suck. sian. by tat time i already can confirm i am not prepared for wed.

i'll see how it goes la!

ate burger king for lunch. BURGER KING! i wonder when will be the next time WE will go out again! i cant wait. :) i miss *.ewwww!

2006-11-26T04:47:00.000-08:00

this post is mainly delicated to Veronica Tor Wei Ling!

thankkew Veron for giving Amaths tuition today!
thankkew Veron for being so patient!
thankkew Veron for chuan2 shou4-ing her Amaths skills to me!
thankkew Veron for her ability to withstand my poor understanding in Trigo!
thankkew Veron for pei-ing me do Trigo questions until she fell asleep!
thankkew Veron for teaching me so many Chinese idioms which can be used for bao zhang bao dao!
thankkew Veron for wasting much of your saliva to enlighten me on how to score for social studies and Geog!
THANK YOU SO MUCH VERON FOR YOUR TIME although we din do much questions but tat's enuff for me.
and thank you Xinying for helping me also!

actuallly im quite smart de ma. i actually managed to solve one question which Veron and XY are unable to solve. woohoo!

im so hardworking!!

after tat we went walk walk at Bugis and took neoprints. Love today. ahhhh!!!

pictures!!

2006-11-25T06:51:00.000-08:00

Hillsongs for me this night!

they brought up the atmosphere real high with the fast songs and got everyone tilting their heads down praying with the slow ones. 'praise God!' 'God loves You!' 'amen!' woohoo. i wonder how one can feel the God's love when they have not met Him in person.

quoted from The Life of Pi 'there are no grounds for going beyond a scientific explanation of reality and no sound reason for believing anything but our sense experience. a clear intellect, close attention to detail and a little scientific knowledge will expose religion as superstitious bosh. God does not exist....Everything is here and clear if only we look carefully"

for example a cancer patient, lives in bed, calls out to God everyday. 'where is God? where is God?' God nv came to cure him but it's medicine who save that patient.

back to Hillsongs. the drummer damn zai can! it's like everyone was so amazed by him, esspecially me. i was down there wow-ing and woah-ing to myself. >.<

all in all i guess the whole thigy was great ba.

cant wait for monday man. i swear imma do all the shouting and pia in preparation for Wed against Cedar.

2006-11-22T17:30:00.000-08:00

i've been playing Audition these few days and guess what! im sick of it already! i guess im not into those online games like maple, dota bla bla bla cuz i get sian of it easily.

i remembered i tried playing maple at June's house and was sian after killing some mushrooms!! 'where got fun!' i was saying. den the rest say 'damn fun lo!' .online games are very additive and i think they should limit the number of hours a player can access to it. for example from maybe 9am to 6pm? cuz online games are really harmful ma. some players can even fei4 jin3 wang4 shi2 and continue playng until they die or sth. tat's the extreme.

luckily i dun get addicted to them. yeh yeh. good luck to those who will cuz next year is o levels le!! waha.

2006-11-21T22:31:00.000-08:00

tuesday was vball BBQ. it was kinda boring except maybe when i was the chef of the day and definately when i got tipsy. me, eileen and XY headed for the hawker cetre and sat at the counter chairs to drink some breezer. eileen and XY had one bottle each while the greedy me had 2. haha. i got a bit tipsy. according to the rest, my face was red and everyone thought i was drunk. i confirm i wasnt la! they were like eh meng he zui le!' bla bla bla. anyway, XY sent me home and i headed to bed immediately.
ate at sing post today.

2006-11-20T02:25:00.000-08:00

today only the B'girls are around. yeh! only us! tat means coach got the whole 4 plus hours to torture us!arggh! as you know, we, the b girls are not really tat good. so today he totally concentrated on our weaknesses which made him so pissed off when we just cant get it right. yeh.

the last two hours of training was better, in fact was fun with the arrival of our jiu4 xin1 Mr Khoo. as you can see Khoo is coach's good friend ma so his mood will naturally gets better in the presence of him. haha.

i dug a few balls when we were playing match. damn shuang la. one step closer to professionalism..wahaha.

ate at pastamania. and nearly went bowling again. ahhh!!! i really wanna break my record la!! who wanna go bowling with me?!!!

i've been downloading new songs. lots of them.should i upload it so that you guys get to hear them? hmm. better not.kinda lazy.

2006-11-19T05:41:00.000-08:00

we planned to just go veron's house to watch dvd and guess what was XY attire!! we all wore plain tee and short shorts while she put a whole lot of make ups and really dressed up as if she's going for party! she's like totally out of place la! damn weird.

we then headed for hougang sports hall to cheer for c girls.woohoo c girls won the match against Outram sec! haha. they did it without sweat with a score of 25-6, 25-18(substitutes were put in) . we then headed for veron's house and watch mr and mrs smith. damn boring. it's sth like DOA. climax thruout the whole movie. not nice.>.<

den we played molopoly and i was the biggest winner cuz i own 2 properties and had 4 houses each. and the moment an opponent step into tat property, he has to pay me 6 thousand odds bucks! so XY, JX and Veron were like 'eh!!! no money le la!' i was down there shaking legs and collecting money.. damn shuang.

after tat the rest had sth on and left. me and Veron headed for marina square in search of her prom dress. we planned to bowl but marina bowl was too packed with people. sad la! i wanna break my record of 95!!! wahha! someone pls go bowling with me!!

we ate earthquake at swensen's and it was damn delicious!!! the more u eat, the happier you get.add on : the fatter you get >.<

3 cheers to Veron! she promise to teach me amaths next week ! im a lucky woman! free tuition! obviously im aware that there's no free lunch in this world. so, im prepared to do anything in return. argh..

ahhh i miss tat person!!!

2006-11-17T23:29:00.001-08:00

i was listening to the song e zuo ju early in the morning and had the sudden urge to look up for jiangzhishu's (JoeCheng) video on youtube. yeh! there were a lot of videos on him. him modelling, him hosting programmes,him in e zuo ju zhi wen (ISWAK) , the crappy side of him, the cute side of him..many more! it was a very fulfilling morning. haha.

Joe performing 3 bear song. not a very clear view but still cute!

everyone knows that Joe has a really good complexion. ever wonder wat's his secret?? MASK!!!! here's him in on of his modelling sessions.

im jealous of Ariel! she gets so many chances to kiss Joe! they had about 20-30 Ngs sia. damn. he even kissed her so hard.gr.

advertisement. i love to see him up real close. look at his sexay eyes!

here's the 9 parts of ITWAK special reunion...enjoy.

Joe appears cool on the outside but he's actually very friendly and crappy.this kinda guy rules! i really like Joe man!esspecially his disgusting laughter. haha. i like guys with weird laughter >.< dun ask me why k. wahaha!

let me should u a video of him with his laughter. :)))))

COLD right the joke.

2006-11-17T18:29:00.000-08:00

haha tongue twisters...

If you understand, say "understand". If you don't understand, say "don't understand". But if you understand and say "don't understand".How do I understand that you understand? Understand!==========I wish to wish the wish you wish to wish, but if you wish the wish the witch wishes, I won't wish the wish you wish to wish.

Sounding by sound is a sound method of sounding sounds.

A sailor went to sea to see, what he could see. And all he could see was sea, sea, sea.

purple Paper People, Purple Paper People, Purple Paper People

If two witches were watching two watches, which witch would watch which watch?

I thought a thought.But the thought I thought wasn't the thought I thought I thought. If the thought I thought I thought had been the thought I thought, I wouldn't have thought so much.

Once a fellow met a fellow In a field of beans. Said a fellow to a fellow, "If a fellow asks a fellow, Can a fellow tell a fellow What a fellow means?"

Mr Inside went over to see Mr Outside. Mr Inside stood outside and called to MrOutside inside. Mr Outside answered Mr Inside from inside and Told Mr Inside to come inside. Mr Inside said "NO", and told Mr Outside to come outside. MrOutside and Mr Inside argued from inside and outside about going outside or coming inside. Finally, Mr Outside coaxed Mr Inside to come inside, then both Mr Outside and Mr Inside went outside to the riverside.

SHE SELLS SEA SHELLS ON THE SEA SHORE , BUT THE SEA SHELLS THAT SHE SELLS, ON THE SEA SHORE ARE NOT THE REAL ONES

The owner of the inside inn was inside his inside inn with his inside outside his inside inn.

If one doctor doctors another doctor does the doctor who doctors the doctor doctor the doctor the way the doctor he is doctoring doctors? Or does the doctor doctor the way the doctor who doctors doctors? "When a doctor falls ill another doctor doctor's the doctor. Does the doctor doctoring the doctor doctor the doctor in his own way or does the doctor doctoring the doctor doctors the doctor in the doctor's way"

We surely shall see the sun shine shortly. Whether the weather be fine, Or whether the weather be not, Whether the weather be cold Or whether the weather be hot, We'll weather the weather Whatever the weather, Whether we like it or not. watch? Whether the weather is hot. Whether the weather is cold. Whether the weather is either or not. It is whether we like it or not.

Nine nice night nurses nursing nicely.

A flea and a fly in a flue Said the fly "Oh what should we do" Said the flea" Let us fly Said the fly"Let us flee" So they flew through a flaw in the flue

If you tell Tom to tell a tongue-twister his tongue will be twisted as tongue-twister twists tongues.

Mr. See owned a saw.And Mr. Soar owned a seesaw. Now See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw Before Soar saw See, Which made Soar sore.Had Soar seen See's saw Before See sawed Soar's seesaw, See's saw would not have sawed Soar's seesaw. So See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw.But it was sad to see Soar so sore Just because See's saw sawed Soar's seesaw

2006-11-16T05:55:00.000-08:00

this gonna be a long post k.

me and XY sat close together hoping that we will be in the same group but however, we were destinated to be seperated. we were in different groups!! she in sheares while im in Lincoln. dammmit. haha. i din know anyone in my group which comprises of 14 people-ChangHong, Shawn, DingJie, WengSiong, Cheyu, IanEn, Rachel, Joanne, Josephine, XinWei, JingYing, Pauline, ZhengXiang plus me. i was like 'sianla! i dunno everyone! how to survive for 4 days man! but i got to love our group within the 1st day after a few social activities. we realise our team spirit was really not bad.

our 1st fun activity was the one where we are supposed to swing like a tazan one by one onto a safety platform thru the 'acid pool' and carefully not touching it or else we need to redo. we broke the record time of 5 mins! our timing was surpirsingly 3 mins only! shuang right! well this is where our bonds started to become stronger like covalent bands to giant molecular bonds which have strong boiling and melting point like diamond. wahaha. i am chem pro. hehe jkjk.

rafting was one activity that really requires a lot of team work. we demonstrated that very strongly as everyone knows what's their own role in making this activity successful. we sacrified much of our energy to tie the ropes to the pipes and blue tins together with what we've learnt...figure of 8 knot, double figure of 8, retracking,clove hitch, bla bla. our raft as it was really very unsteady cuz the ropes are not tied tightly. so after much modifications, we were ready to row out to sea together with our raft. tat means we sit on our raft (made from the pipes and tins) and paddle our to sea.

we din really have high expectations on our raft cuz it was kinda lousy looking. little did we realise it was one of the strongest or probably the most steady raft among the 3 groups. so we were like commenting 'wa say! din know our lao ya raft can cheng1 so long ah!' den we started to do some stewpid actions on our raft like standing up on the raft, capsizing(which we din do in the end) and just crap! instructor ShuXian also complimented us k! wahaa.

kayaking. actually we did not do kayaking but instead it was CANOEing. the main difference between kayaking and canoeing is that there are holes in kayaks where people are suppposed to fit in while canoes are open and you just sit on top of the boat and you can just move around freely.
i initially paired up with 2 other teammates. but becuz one of them was badly beaten by insects(probably sand flies) that it was also difficult to even clutch a paddle. so she was brought from camp 2 to medical centre at camp 1. shuang la she. heard that she was treated damn good la over at medical centre. she had staff lunch which was always more delicious than our food and got a free t shirt from OBS. shuang la! somemore she got the chance to sleep for a few hours in medical centre while we suffer out at sea. grr!
so in the end it left me and the other teammates and we start our journey. this teammate of my got seasick and din really paddle much. so i was the one doing all the paddling until i was really really exhausted towards the end. there was bad weather as it was raining heavily halfway near parts of Indonesia. luckily the rain settled down a little and life was much better for me. temmates from other boats were concerned cuz they hav eyes to see that i was paddling most of the time and my other teammate was restin cuz of giddiness. in the end i couldnt paddle anymore so we switched boats with other guy teammates. like finally i can rest in peace. phew! it rained heavily again when we were having lunch at an island. Lincoln ate bread under plastic sheets and people held the corners of the sheets as we ate our bread. the howling wind also caught shivers down our spines. it was really a pathetic scene! imagine urself eating bread with jam under plastic sheets with heavy rain and strong wind blowing at you as u eat!

we finished up the journey after lunch and who realise, we have already completed 22km around P, Ubin in like 6 and a half hours?? it was above expectations of 8 hours. damn cool right we! haha!.

another activity was the night tunneling. we were supposed to pair up or triplet up and go thru the tunnels starting from an entrance and come out of the exit on the other end. it was kinda a maze as there are dead ends in the tunnels. we crawled, we duck walked and we lied on the ground and crawed with our hands. damn nice man, me, ChangHong and Rachel managed to succeed in the 1st attempt. woosa. but sickeningly, someone molested my butt in the tunnel! haha it was an accident la!

also, we had high elements called the inverse tower. altogether there were 3 different sections of the tower to try. i tried only one of them cuz i had diarrhoea while i was climbing halfway up the 2nd obstacle. sickening la!damn disappointing man!

our bunk was very unique in a good way. we had like a spiderweb structure thruout our bunk using cotton twine and connect them from one side of the room to the other side and back again so that cotton twines were all over! occasionally some teammates will stumble over them wahha. me lo.

guess how many mosquito bites i had! i think less than 10 lo cuz i really applied a lot of insect repellant to repel all the stewpid mosquitoes and insects. waah! useful sia!

we had lotsa funny incidents like Zheng Xiang sore throat and the DONKEY and Yellow thingy. wahaha! damn fun la!

Lincoln was a damn perfect team cuz of a few reasons.
-people were united naturally
-guys were extra responsible and extra gentleman :)
-enthu
-play cards together (although there were some intruders!)
-crap together
-do everything together (wash plates, wait for everybody to be ready b4 we eat simultaeneously)
-get along well
-no conflict
-positive leader
-flexible teammates

BLA BLA BLA.

all in all Lincoln rocks!
we've all exchanged each other's HP number and Email address and i hope we can maybe just say a little Hi or sth when we see each other somewhere no matter if it's school or not. wahha. LINCOLN forever!!!

yi zhuang yan OBS is over le. i and JO. ate at SAKAE cuz we felt like eatin tat. there were lipstick marks on our cups you know! damn unhygienic sia. eww. cha soba was still our all time fav. i think i ate about 20 plates???!!!! haha. around there plus minus 4 plates.

after tat home sweet home and i got out of house and head for my fav mac again to blog about all these stuff.

wahha. i will miss OBS man!!! aww. will need sometime to get over it.

2006-11-12T02:26:00.000-08:00

im a matrices pro! i've been doing matrices these 2 days and found it quite easy. hehe.

im a nerd from now on.

2006-11-11T01:53:00.000-08:00

SICKENING! i took the wrong bus and ended up at marina centre. together with the heavy rain, i wasnt able to go anywhere but to wait for the rain to stop. luckily a caring bus driver offered help to me and drove me to esplanade. thanks uncle!
becuz of this stewpid wrong bus journey, my whole plan of studying was ruined la. but im sure to get some practice at mac's later. im not NATO like what someone said to me ytd. hehe.

jiang zhi shu is so shuai! how i wish someone like him exist in this world man! shuai+cool on the outside but surprisingly passionate on the inside. woosa!

2006-11-10T03:15:00.000-08:00

today is officially the last day of school!

ms ng talked to my mum about my results, my behaviour in class and how sporty i am. she was saying that i do not clarify doubts with teachers but instead prefer to ask friends for help. it suddenly dawned on me that it was so true. i told her that i had difficulty in understanding some chapters of amaths and she asked why din i ask her for help. i cant say she ain a good teacher so i just gave a shrug. actually her teaching isnt bad la it's just tat sometimes she's going a bit fast.

she also commented that my english wasnt really good and encouraged me to read more books. oh man i really need to brush up on a lot of stuff man.

tml imma start piaing already cuz there's no time to waste.there's only one more year and i should learn to make good use of my free time. yeh yeh. i'm a nerd. and nerds are cool. so i guess i am cool right?

today we played a match against the c boys. they were playing halfway when i came back from meeting of ms Ng. score was damn close. 20-22 (they were leading). den i got in and continued on with the game but still din managed to win them. the second match was so shuang man! we won them with a score of 25-16!!!! and micheal ong was down there screaming at the c boys. poor little things man. aww.

after everything i pluck up my courage and talked to the girls about the vball outing. this is the first time i solo talk to them sia. so PS..aww. rmb i hated to speak in front of a large group??!! hehe.

last day of school ended nicely although some of the problems are not settled yet.

dunno why im not awaiting next year.

2006-11-09T06:20:00.000-08:00

the jue dui superstar really damn crazy sia. i wonder how those people whose singing really sucks can actually manage to thicken their skin so much and just try out at the auditions. in the end they are being cristised of and forever known as the fallen idols. woosa really pei fu them man.

i was pointing and making fun of them with my sister just ytd and suddenly she asked why i nv go for the auditions. im underage tat why and she said oh ya hor. seriously, i cant wait for next year man. i can take part in all the singing competitions when im 16! the bad thing about being 16 is tat we need to take the o levels. yeeyur. sucks right. sickening

heritage trail wasnt fun at all except the funan IT mall where we get to rest for half an hour. hehe. luckily it rained and we din visit some historical sites. at about 530 we were dismissed and together with JX we headed for TM to do some important stuff. den we ate dinner at this restaurant-Central. it's just beside the food court i guess. 3rd level. their baked rice rocks man. the beef was really juicy and my mood got better after eating it. thanks to jx for her hao jie shao. woosa!

den it was late so we took mrt back. damn suay man NE line was delayed for about 5 mins each stop and it took eternity to get home man.

7hand poker and solitaire are 2 cool games on msn. and maybe MOMO. HAHA. no la. MOMO not nice de. for siao hai zi de.....

so far Mr Tay and Mr Khoo have been encouraging me to change my open ball my method from straight ball to piao qiu cuz i have the strength. haha. i din know i so strong man. muscle woman. lala. tml i shall go for early training and work on this. but i confirm it wun help. well for the sake of improvement just go lo. hiong ar!

2006-11-08T03:57:00.000-08:00

wow! today the girls were passing around a paper with some sketching of STH on it. a mushroom beside a bowling ball and just above them are 2 small hearts. soo sweet right! if i hav a cam i will definately take a pic of it and post it up here.
den we started saying 'mushroom and bowling ball!!' loudly so tat the bowling ball can hear. lalala. this is getting more exciting each passing day.

im glad i unbottled some unhappiness during training today. i felt so great after a whole hiong-ing of spiking. i love vball man.

mabel yee rocks man. i like her siao teaching method. woosa! next year she's my teacher ok!!!

2006-11-07T06:32:00.000-08:00

hiaz. i know what's wrong with me, i really do.

it's funny how you can be very close to a person, and be like complete strangers overtime. you try so hard to go back to where it started as enjoyable but it nv seems to be happening. in fact, the relation gets worser each time you try. this feeling of unhappiness is really taking up much of my mind and i can hardly concentrate on anything. i feel damn lousy everyday seeing each other but pretending not to notice each other's presence. really.

i really dunno where else i could pour out my miseries to except in blog and eliz. 2 alternative. both listens, both understands. unlike the rest of my amigos, they are suprisingly special to me. im glad i got to learn how to blog and also meet such a rare gem like eliz. maybe i should be contented like tat. maybe tat's how i should be. maybe tat's the way my life is supposed to be. me as an introvert? me being dull? yeh. i guess im just like tat.

x. my current obsession other than the black parade. cant seem to not think about x. just looking at x makes me smile and my day gets better. x crapping with them. i absolutely cant stand it. yeh. jealous again. xx xxx xxx xxxx xxxxxxx xxx xxxx x xxx xxxx xx. x xxxx xxx. i cant say this out cuz it's too private. just making crosses to make sure tat i've typed watever i wanna type.

some people ask why i don't really talk too much. i tend to keep things to myself, and am more of a listener than the talker. people talk, i listen. seriously i am an anti social. i dun mix around too much and get a bit awkward when talking to unfamiliar people. eg classmates. tat's y i always keep my mouth shut. or just curt replies.

mr soon said we have hiccups in various parts of our life. either we overcome the hiccups and improve, overcome the hiccups and remain the same or let the hiccups overwhelm you and die. this is one small hiccup. i dunno how i should attend to it.

most probably i need a believer, someone to pour out my sorrows to, someone i can rely on, someone who loves me, someone who respects me and someone who can make me happier. dun tell me it's God. is it?