If u ask me if i've done enough studying to do well for exams, im gonna say 'no'.
I've been wasting time on unnecessary stuff again. take example yesterday. i called lots of friends to come study with me but non were free. in the end, i decided to go out with my friend and his friends to clark quay to chill. ayy clark quay is sucha cool place. i wish i can stay around that area. tat place is really cluttered with caucasians everywhere! and some are really hot stuff neh! me and friend and friend's friends hanged out at the bridge cuz doubleO was having some private party and we cant enter.
i was feeling kinda emo over certain stuff and one of them is obviously my inability to beat procrastination. sometimes i really feel like giving up on my studies. i used to have that moltivation to study but it has all diminished and reduced to nothingnes due to some simple reasons. the encouragement from my family tat is. no one seem to want me to excel esp ever since i enter srjc. they assume tat it's lousy and i will definately fail very badly in tat college. i beg to differ. no matter which college a student is, it all depends on him or her self to choose whether to succeed or fail. yes there might be obstacles obstructing along this journey but it can be easily battled off i beleive. it really test the mentality of oneself. for me, ive got weak mentality. i dun wanna blame on them but sometimes they reallly do /say things that break my heart and they didnt even know bout it. it really sucks.
i need some love from them. sounds cheezy but im really very sorrowful now. u may not see it cuz it's all inside me.
back to the bridge. his friends were cool. one was a canadian black guy, the other was from srilanka just like my friend. another hot chick was a muslim. all cool pple. they bought black and white (whiskey) and coke for flavour. i bought 2 barcardis. they are like my favourites hehe. i drank a little too much of tat black and white and 1 hour later, i found myself flying and wandering off to who-knows-where. i vomitted and coughed and got really sicked. he kept apologising to me about today and i told him tat it wasnt his fault. he didnt know about my little problems cuz i kept from him. he took great care of me. thanks for tat hankie which contain essence of my sweat and vomits and dunno what else sia. thanks boy!
felt way better and he sent me home. oh ya the rest of his friends went MOS. i ate cup noodles and he continued drinking beer. he got really dizzy and stuff like tat and i was afraid at the beginning. lots of stuff but to cut short, he went home via taxi at midnight i guess.
i went home and zzzz.......


shopping for me today! didnt have the mood to study and hence i went shopping! well dun really like shopping but decided to shop anyway. i shall say i spent quite a bit luh. come come let me show what ive bought.


crocs



$10bucks auntie wallet



another view of auntie



white tank top g2000



white tank top



2 pants g2000



all of me stuff



ciaozz..