i've been feeling rather emotional over things these few days. either because the things im emo-ing about is really something tat is supposed to be emo about or i've grown more emotional. hope it's not the latter cuz it suck to be very emotional.


i'm not feeling too good inside me. i dun like the feeling of being sandwiched between two people, having an arguement over certain issue. and me being the middle person is supposed to take sides with either of them. i hate it. it suck totally.


that's why im so cooped up in my room lately not becuz im studying(dun hav the mood) but cuz im drowning myself with music. good music. music that i love and i mean Queen. their songs make me happier and i like watching Freddie performing on stage. its so cool. how i wish he can come back to earth and be with us again.


just now i saw the youtube video-Queen + Paul Rodgers performing Bohemian Rhapsody. i expected Paul to perform the whole song but he didn't. can he even do it?


when they started performing, i heard a very familiar voice,sounding like freddie, then i realise it was really him! for a moment i thought he rised from the dead or sth. in the end, it was only a video of his previous performance.

i felt emotional. i miss freddie.i really hope he can come back or otherwise, i go back into the past to meet him, watch his live performance. damn it will be so great.

when Paul finally sang in the 2nd half, i suddenly realise the greatness of Freddie. Paul is really incomparable to Freddie. now i noe why Freedie is so stucked up in my mind all the time.

RIP ,Freddie.